Me too... that's why this story is so shocking, what baffles me the most is that he is so tiny and androgynous, I have never seen someone so fragile looking commiting such violence. Also if we look at his prior actions to the murder, he always acted like a coward, would blame on others for his actions (crazy agent, stalkers, Manny, etc), it makes me wonder how did he get the courage to kill and why would he expose himself to let people know it was him and be arrested. I guess he reached a stage in his life where he realized that he would never have the life he dreamt about, so what the heck, maybe is better to be infamous than a nobody.
The anti-social personality disorder forum has a long thread about him (Luka himself posted there to promote the killvid) and a lot of people there seem to be surprised and do not think he is a true psychopath or a serial killer "whose self preservation instincts are far greater than Magnotta's''. Most people think Luka wanted to put up a show, to get attention. I'm confused, the only thing I know for sure right now is that he has narcissistic tendencies and to me that in itself would be enough reason to kill someone, right?
Bear with me: Let's suppose he actually had some sort of long term relationship with Jun Lin who broke-up with Luka and was seeing someone else; Being a true narcissist Luka couldn't accept that he would be dumped just like that! I mean he is Luka Magnotta, nobody dumps him, he is the one who has the right to choose when the relationship will end. I can imagine him thinking while planning the murder 'How dare you not love me anymore and not want me?!" Could be a combo of jealousy + an inflated narcissistic ego. And he lived his life mostly on cyberspace, in a fantasy world he created, so nothing more logical than to share what he did so maybe he would get some validation, attention. This is just one theory.
I really want to know why he did it, what is his logic in all this, what was his mindset, it's so bizarre...:what:
