I wrote this to you Zahra, originally 10/26/10
I have added some lines for you,rest in everlasting love and peace.
Sweet Angel Zahra,
This is how Im feeling right now, Justice will never be served for you in my time here on earth.
We can sit here and try to figure out what happened to you or where you are right now, none of that really matters, its how you got to where you are now.
You were let down, forgotten about and literally thrown away at the hands of many evil people, even the ones in AU let you down, how much did they really search for you? You were taken out of your country possibly illegally, why was that not reported when they took you out?
You know by now that Mommy had searched for you for a long time,and what could have been one of the worlds greatest miracles turned into the worse nightmare that your sweet Mommy will live with for the rest of her life.
How I can hear you now silently calling out to your Mommy,but ,for some reason that I believe none of us will ever understand,it wasnt meant to be.
Because of you,Zahra, your Mommy will have an angel with her for the rest of her life here on earth.The world has an ANGEL in you.
Your pure soul and body taken from this earth by people who were supposed to protect you, love you, nurture you,not treat you as a posession & keep you from the love your Mommy has for you.
How you cried out silently because you were scared.
If only............
So many questions Zahra, I know you must have had those questions each and every day ,and no one answered,no one listened.
You know Zahra, IF someone gets charged with throwing you away, they'll still eat, sleep, and breathe. They'll have done the most horrendous act and still get to breathe, not only that they'll have someone actually represent them while they breathe.
In the end your story, Zahra, will be a story about humans,turned into savage beasts that had no place here on earth.
Zahra, I know that you are one of Gods precious children and always have been, I just dont understand why you had to travel such a gruesome road before you were at your final resting place.
Your short life here will strengthen my belief of why I must love,& protect my own children each and every day I walk this earth.
Zahra, you have changed our lives forever.:rose::star::rose::star::rose::star::rose::star::rose::star::rose::star::rose::star: