I was very angry before, but now Im falling into a depression. I dont know why I have this feeling like it was me aganist them and they are winning. By winning, I mean they played their games of lies and deceit so a baby wouldnt be found and they won. I didnt play a good game...actually I wasnt in the game at all. I could not be there to search. Hours and many sleepless nights reading all the released documents and I couldnt find one clue to help this case. Im afraid if I see the anthonys say one word about how casey is alive and poor casey cant speak out to protect her child against the internet bloggers it will either kill me or cause me to go insane.
Then to top it off...sure pile it all on while im down..kick salt in my wound. I just heard clint van sant [x FBI} thinks there is NOT enough evidence to convict.
I need my crew back with fresh thoughts so we can start sleuthing again instead if walking around like mean zombies.