WALNUT CREEK — A Concord man who says he knew Phillip Garrido well for 15 years and met Jaycee Dugard and their two girls played a pair of CDs for the Times on Thursday containing suggestive rock songs and trippy synthetic ballads he says Garrido recorded and gave to him about three years ago.
The discs contain about 20 songs, with lyrics that seem to reflect Garrido's now infamous history in prison for the kidnapping and rape of a woman in 1976, and perhaps the abduction and sexual assault of Jaycee Dugard.
Lyric snips from article
"Leavenworth's a long long way from Nashville/ Here I go, tra-la-la/But I get my jollies in a motorcar, feelin' good,"
Remembering where he came from, maybe where he spent so much time fantaczing about the crime. Perhaps where he planned it?
"The way she walks, yeah, subtly sexy/What can I do? I fall victim too/A little child, yeah, look what you do."
He talks in the way you sometimes see an obsessed person talking. Shows that he watched her. Admits that even to him she is a child, blames his attraction on her.
"Mother in your eyes, deepness in your pride/played well when I first met 'ya/Saved from the days, I kept saving you, but in the darkness you remain/Everybody pays in the human race/Being abused and used as devices."
He saw how she missed her mother, but he admired her. He had planned to kill her, but then couldn't. "In the darkness you remain" I don't know if that is to be taken literal as she was kept in darkness or if the darkness is related to keeping her hidden. He saw her pain and that wasn't what moved him, in the phrase "everybody pays in the human race." Being abused, he acknowleged he knew what he did hurt her. Device, he used her as a sexual device.
"I will tell you about the only one/She's a dream, dream come true/With a note saying you're my baby blue."
Again obsession, I would guess that she was the girl who matched his fantasy.
"For every little girl in the world/They want to be in love, yeah/You're just the same, go play a game/Just tell me that you want me."
He saw little girls as sexual beings, and he agrees to let her be a child, as long as she was available to him when he wanted.
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