:lol: At least you admit it!
I can admit that I am fascinated by her, I have never in my life (I know it is way shorter than yours
) seen anything like her. I thought Drew Peterson was a nut. :nuts: I followed his case very closely and still do, But he really has nothing on her... she is in a league of her own.
As the trial went on, and she took the stand, I realized I was staring/listening to my dad........which just reinforced why I cut him out of my life about 20 years ago. (OK, "cut" is NOT the right word, but you get the idea). It's been strange, to say the least.
Weeks back, there were comments about JA saying "we drove", "we stopped", we, we, we,.........when she was really alone. GAWD! My dad did the exact same thing, changing "I" to "we/us", in a way to avoid responsibility, or to make you feel like his situations involved all of us in the family, urgh! :banghead:
I hadn't been to the house I grew up in Scottsdale for 10 years, and went down there just to see it be demo'd......I just sat outside and cried for about an hour, so much pain, heartache. Dad had pulled a fast one and had the property "quit claimed" 4 times in an hour to deny any inheritance my siblings and I had in it (it was left to us by my gramps). Whatever, another "dad moment".
Got to tell you though, watching it demo'd was a coup! We had all discussed dynamiting it, but I don't think the city would have cleared it, even with 1 1/2 acres around it, too close to downtown. A developer had bought the property and contacted us all a few days before he tore it all down.
It was very "freeing".
Being raised by someone with BPD and ASPD is very...difficult, I don't know what other words to use.
I don't hate him, I just don't regard him as a human being or someone worth wasting my time on. Somehow, that has brought me peace. I am an orphan by choice! :rockon: