Glimpses into Casey's Frame of Mind During Solitude *REVISITED*

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I just "sleuthed" it. There are no inmates by those names (Sharon wolski, 37 or Arlene Jackson, 49) incarcerated in Orange County at this time.
What is that publication? I wouldn't call it satire IMO.
It reminds me of what the Nat'l Enquirer used to be before it became the main source of actual investigative journalism before the MSM went totally Jerry Springer......
No bombshells there it would apper.
 
Linda7NJ said:
Sleuth it. Are the two people mentioned in the article actual inmates? Looking up their names, ages and what they're charged with shouldn't be too hard.

I do find it hard to believe that Jeff would have commented
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If JA actually responded, I can imagine that someone approached him on the street with this and "What do you think?"

And JA might have said that he seriously doubts the credibility of the story BECAUSE ”This has never happened before. We’ve never had a defendant confess to a murder while a jury was deliberating their fate,” said lead prosecutor, Jeff Ashton.

And, of course, the "media" (read trashy tabloid website not worth printing on paper") does their little dance and twists it all around to make it sound like Jeff is shocked, shocked I say!, to find out that Casey really is the most bizarre defendant ever.
 
IIRC FCA's Photobucket collection was mentioned in this thread, regarding her state of mind.

Dug into my hard drive and found this list of quotes from the photobucket icons. I originally typed them up from the actual icons. Sorry, no link and no upload dates for each icon... just the quotes. It does carry quite the theme IMO.

Some of Casey's icons:

Throw your pain in the river.
If you died, I would die.
Never underestimate a parent’s ability to mortify their child.
I’m trying to keep it together but I’m falling apart.
..and all the men and women merely players.
Secrets and lies.
If something bad happened to her I’d kill myself.
You think you know but you have no idea.
Heart full of pain, head full of stress, hand full of anger.
REGRET NOTHING, DENY EVERYTHING.
My heart is frozen, it don’t even beat.
Beneath my poised appearance I am completely out of control.
I make little kids cry.
I’m in the business of misery.
You made me this way, don’t pretend to regret it now.
I am a slow motion accident.
I’m sorry if my agonizing pain is inconveniencing you.
LOST: My youth. If found, please return.
I find all my pleasure in your misery.
I’ll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake.
Guess what? I always get what I want.
When people you don’t even know hate you, you know you’re the best.
Fat kids are harder to kidnap.
Don’t live for anyone but yourself.
The prettiest girls can do the ugliest things.
See you in hell.
You want me? Come find me.
Damaged people are dangerous b/c they know they can survive.
I’m not the girl next door, I’m the b*tch down the street.
I’m sick.
Never a peaceful day in my life.
Soon to be famous, just wait and see.
I do what I do b/c if puts a smile on my face &
I’m the only person in the world that matters.
Karma Police: Arrest this girl.
I am the most terrific liar you ever saw in your life, it’s awful.
Everybody has a secret world inside of them.
One day I will be famous.
Whatever happens, happens – no regrets.
I don’t want to die sitting around watching my life going by.
Something went terribly wrong.
Scared of what I saw, scared of what I did.
She’s cold & she’s cruel but she knows what she’s doing.
Lie like you mean it.
Everything is now lost.
California here we come.
A killer with the perfect weapons: Crystal eyes and a heart of coal.
We lie to ourselves b/c the truth freaking hurts.
(a little kitty praying "Dear God, Please let them all die, Amen.
Mommy, when I grow up I wanna be a total ***** just like you.
The only thing I got from my family is my temper.
Pretty faces lie well.
Don’t be fooled. I just act like I care.
I hate you. Die.
Never go to bed angry. Stay up and plot your revenge.
I want a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
& she just woke up one day and decided it was over.
I wanted to tell you all my secrets, but you became one instead.
 
Desdemona said:
IIRC FCA's Photobucket collection was mentioned in this thread, regarding her state of mind.

Dug into my hard drive and found this list of quotes from the photobucket icons. I originally typed them up from the actual icons. Sorry, no link and no upload dates for each icon... just the quotes. It does carry quite the theme IMO.

Some of Casey's icons:

Throw your pain in the river.
If you died, I would die.
Never underestimate a parent’s ability to mortify their child.
I’m trying to keep it together but I’m falling apart.
..and all the men and women merely players.
Secrets and lies.
If something bad happened to her I’d kill myself.
You think you know but you have no idea.
Heart full of pain, head full of stress, hand full of anger.
REGRET NOTHING, DENY EVERYTHING.
My heart is frozen, it don’t even beat.
Beneath my poised appearance I am completely out of control.
I make little kids cry.
I’m in the business of misery.
You made me this way, don’t pretend to regret it now.
I am a slow motion accident.
I’m sorry if my agonizing pain is inconveniencing you.
LOST: My youth. If found, please return.
I find all my pleasure in your misery.
I’ll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake.
Guess what? I always get what I want.
When people you don’t even know hate you, you know you’re the best.
Fat kids are harder to kidnap.
Don’t live for anyone but yourself.
The prettiest girls can do the ugliest things.
See you in hell.
You want me? Come find me.
Damaged people are dangerous b/c they know they can survive.
I’m not the girl next door, I’m the b*tch down the street.
I’m sick.
Never a peaceful day in my life.
Soon to be famous, just wait and see.
I do what I do b/c if puts a smile on my face &
I’m the only person in the world that matters.
Karma Police: Arrest this girl.
I am the most terrific liar you ever saw in your life, it’s awful.
Everybody has a secret world inside of them.
One day I will be famous.
Whatever happens, happens – no regrets.
I don’t want to die sitting around watching my life going by.
Something went terribly wrong.
Scared of what I saw, scared of what I did.
She’s cold & she’s cruel but she knows what she’s doing.
Lie like you mean it.
Everything is now lost.
California here we come.
A killer with the perfect weapons: Crystal eyes and a heart of coal.
We lie to ourselves b/c the truth freaking hurts.
(a little kitty praying "Dear God, Please let them all die, Amen.
Mommy, when I grow up I wanna be a total ***** just like you.
The only thing I got from my family is my temper.
Pretty faces lie well.
Don’t be fooled. I just act like I care.
I hate you. Die.
Never go to bed angry. Stay up and plot your revenge.
I want a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
& she just woke up one day and decided it was over.
I wanted to tell you all my secrets, but you became one instead.
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Seeing them all together like that paints a sick and morbid picture. All I can say is wow. She is one twisted sister. She is full of herself and full of hatred. I can't even imagine on one of the tapes she released that she said she was ashamed of the person she was. With out help she will remain that same person pictured in those quotes. I don't even know if anyone can help rid her of such hatred. No wonder Cindy walked on eggshells around her. KC probably scared the carp out of her.
 
That actually seems like a different person than the diary of days everything is roses and sunshine entry. Maybe she was acting bipolar.
 
Desdemona said:
IIRC FCA's Photobucket collection was mentioned in this thread, regarding her state of mind.

Dug into my hard drive and found this list of quotes from the photobucket icons. I originally typed them up from the actual icons. Sorry, no link and no upload dates for each icon... just the quotes. It does carry quite the theme IMO.

Some of Casey's icons:

Throw your pain in the river.
If you died, I would die.
Never underestimate a parent’s ability to mortify their child.
I’m trying to keep it together but I’m falling apart.
..and all the men and women merely players.
Secrets and lies.
If something bad happened to her I’d kill myself.
You think you know but you have no idea.
Heart full of pain, head full of stress, hand full of anger.
REGRET NOTHING, DENY EVERYTHING.
My heart is frozen, it don’t even beat.
Beneath my poised appearance I am completely out of control.
I make little kids cry.
I’m in the business of misery.
You made me this way, don’t pretend to regret it now.
I am a slow motion accident.
I’m sorry if my agonizing pain is inconveniencing you.
LOST: My youth. If found, please return.
I find all my pleasure in your misery.
I’ll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake.
Guess what? I always get what I want.
When people you don’t even know hate you, you know you’re the best.
Fat kids are harder to kidnap.
Don’t live for anyone but yourself.
The prettiest girls can do the ugliest things.
See you in hell.
You want me? Come find me.
Damaged people are dangerous b/c they know they can survive.
I’m not the girl next door, I’m the b*tch down the street.
I’m sick.
Never a peaceful day in my life.
Soon to be famous, just wait and see.
I do what I do b/c if puts a smile on my face &
I’m the only person in the world that matters.
Karma Police: Arrest this girl.
I am the most terrific liar you ever saw in your life, it’s awful.
Everybody has a secret world inside of them.
One day I will be famous.
Whatever happens, happens – no regrets.
I don’t want to die sitting around watching my life going by.
Something went terribly wrong.
Scared of what I saw, scared of what I did.
She’s cold & she’s cruel but she knows what she’s doing.
Lie like you mean it.
Everything is now lost.
California here we come.
A killer with the perfect weapons: Crystal eyes and a heart of coal.
We lie to ourselves b/c the truth freaking hurts.
(a little kitty praying "Dear God, Please let them all die, Amen.
Mommy, when I grow up I wanna be a total ***** just like you.
The only thing I got from my family is my temper.
Pretty faces lie well.
Don’t be fooled. I just act like I care.
I hate you. Die.
Never go to bed angry. Stay up and plot your revenge.
I want a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
& she just woke up one day and decided it was over.
I wanted to tell you all my secrets, but you became one instead.
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For the one I bolded I wonder how long before she does what she said she would do ? LOL they're all bolded, so I'm talking about this one.... "If something bad happened to her I’d kill myself."
 
I did not read the entire thread, but please pretty please can someone answer these questions if you know them?

When was the photobucket created? Was it public? Who found it? Why was it not entered into evidence?

Where was the Diary Of Days located online?

I read JA's book, but do not remember if the diary or photobucket was written about.
 
Harmony2 said:
I have been pondering the PTSD defense...

My assumption is that this is to explain Casey's behavior during the 31 days and since. Now why would a person who is suffering from this disorder due to a traumatic event be looking and downloading a photo like this?

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http://www.clickorlando.com/news/17564421/detail.html

On another note, I found the following article written by John Douglas, retired FBI profiler interesting:



http://www.johndouglasmindhunter.com/articles/030211.php

Then I thought about this movie and scene from 'Untraceable' that Casey watched the night of June 16 with Tony:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cgsTa6uTb7M

I am still pondering.....
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Now that I know about the "fool-proof suffication" search, the afternoon of June 16th, for Casey to be able to watch the scene with the duct tape in the movie "Untraceable" that evening is even more sinister.
 
There sure are some interesting quotes here.
"California here we come" I wonder if she really had planned to take off to California, but why write "we"?
"Mommy, when I grow up I wanna be a total ***** just like you" This one has me believeing FCA really did hate CA.
"You made me this way, don’t pretend to regret it now." This one, is this also about CA???
 
mattfz said:
I did not read the entire thread, but please pretty please can someone answer these questions if you know them?

When was the photobucket created? Was it public? Who found it? Why was it not entered into evidence?

Where was the Diary Of Days located online?

I read JA's book, but do not remember if the diary or photobucket was written about.
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Just off the top of my head, no links: ;)

Casey's photobucket account was in place for quite a while before Caylee's death. I can't remember if it was public. It was found on the desktop computer. It was not entered into evidence because it would not have been admissible because it is just not too relevant to anything. Keep in mind that the individual items that people are focusing on in this thread are not all or even a representative sample of what was in the photobucket folder on the computer.

The "Diary of Days" was located on the laptop, and was also posted on Casey's MySpace page. It was written before but posted after Cindy's MySpace blog entry called "My Caylee Is Missing."
 
I just looked at the link 2 days ago with the icons.....spent an hour going through them.........BRB to post the link! (One that hit me was something like "guns don't kill, pretty daughters do".
 
Harmony2 said:
June 26-skull images downloaded



http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,506774,00.html

The following is also downloaded on June 26

girlinwoods.png


(Note: Found here #36 photo of girl standing in entrance to woods

http://www.wftv.com/slideshow/news/19106388/detail.html

and here page 10

http://www.wesh.com/download/2009/0305/18862253.pdf

(before he left for NY on June 30)- Tony finds Casey crying one morning as she is watching the nursing home video of Caylee

Page 12

http://www.docstoc.com/docs/4782194...Lazzaro-Interview-Transcript-Released-March-5


July 2- pings indicate Casey may have returned to the remain’s site in the early morning hours- 4am in Tony’s jeep

Casey Returned to the Disposal Site - Theories - Websleuths Crime Sleuthing Community


July 2- Casey watches all the videos of Caylee for the last time 10:36am; Diary of Days bookmarked and copied to a folder 10:42am

Websleuths Crime Sleuthing Community - View Single Post - "I'm a spiteful B!tch"...Casey quote


July 3- Casey returns to Anthony home and takes Caylee’s teddy bear
Page 68

http://www.wesh.com/download/2009/0730/20224513.pdf

July 5- Tony observes Casey experiencing cold sweats and nightmares (2 to 4 times)
Pg.3

http://www.wftv.com/download/2008/0923/17540075.pdf

no date- Nathan Lezniewics said Tony had told him about an incident where Casey sitting up crying at 3-5 am. Page 13

http://www.docstoc.com/docs/5687695/Casey-Anthony-Nathan-Lezniewicz-transcript


July 8- Casey downloads photo of anti- death penalty photo of little girl and teddy bear hanging from a noose

17565188_432X480.jpg


http://www.clickorlando.com/news/17564421/detail.html

July 13 and 14- According to Valhall computer forensics shows the following art work was saved on her computer

“The Apparition” painted by Gustave Moreau and "Mitsukuni defying the skeleton spectre invoked by Princess Takiyasha", was painted by Utagawa Kuniyoshi

Read more here http://www.thehinkymeter.com/?p=383



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I have read posts stating that Casey dissociated after the events of June 16th and others labeling her a sociopath with no remorse. We have seen the partying photos and have heard about the avoidance behaviors. These are offerings into her private moments and perhaps glimpses into her state of mind during that time period. Of course, we don't know what she was thinking but they offer another side. I am sure there will be differeing and opposing interpretations of the actions delineated above. Does it show remorse or torment? Does it indicate consiousness of guilt? Does it show she was thinking of Caylee? What do you think?
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:bump: this original posting on this thread as it's a good background....still looking for the link that had the icons that Desdemona quoted.....
 
OK - I went to my Nook and looked at it's history. This is the site (page 75/75 of icons...you can go back to look at all pages) that has the icons.

http://m422.photobucket.com/albums/Switchy/CA%20Icons/?o=296 (That site may be optimized for mobile viewing vs. computer? ) I see some here that are not on Desi's list......yeez, even more strange ones!
 
"Never go to bed angry. Stay up and plot your revenge" If that fight with Cindy on the evening of June 15 really happened then wow...
 
I can't remember what happened to Caylee's teddy bear. Does anyone?
 
"I wanted to tell you all my secrets, but you became one instead" this one, I wonder who she was talking about???
 
Is it permitted to point out that Casey was acquitted or will that get me banned?
 
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