More questions for juror interviewer ..
@stevehelling wish interviewers wd challenge & ask jurors re what evidence they looked at. did they go over phone/ping reports, ME rpt etc
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Steve Helling
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I did ask that. It is not in the teaser story that you have read, but it will be coming out soon.
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Posted in another thread he also stated juror was not paid .. nada, nothing.[/QUOTE]
I did see where Helling repeated this juror was paid absolutely nothing, no compensation, etc. I for one do not believe that, otherwise, what would be this particular's juror's purpose for the interview? any thoughts? he remained anonymous, so I just don't understand why he would, at this time, have contacted People to give the story he gave. I know there is a Part 2, but from what this juror stated in Part 1, I agree as others have said, every time a juror talks, they just dig themselves deeper and deeper into the absolutely irresponsible job they did as jurors. But, if no compensation, why did this juror, who remained anon, even come forward to this interview?
I try to imagine myself on this jury and for the life of me cannot figure out how I would have come to the conclusion they did.
But let's just for the sake of it - let's say I did go along with the rest of the jurors, and voted Not Guilty. Okay, so now I am out of the safety bubble of sequestration, and I am facing my family, my co-workers, my community, and I'm reading articles, listening to commentators, watching shows, and I'm beginning to panic - realizing just what I and the others have done. We've set a killer free. My family hates me, my co-workers shun me - members of my community are just plain rude and hateful to me even when I go to the supermarket, never mind when I try to have a life.
How to I get over this shame? Do I feel shame and guilt? Or am I still stuck in being self righteous - clinging to the group decision as right and what we had to do? What can I do to make my life "right" again and get back to being who I was before?
I guess I'd try talking to a sympathetic interviewer - and hope to "make it better" by explaining the reasons why, except when I do - it makes it worse. Now what?
I think my thought process might be going through something like what I wrote above - except for the "why's" and "stupid legal system and why me" etc., self pity stuff, which I left out.