I'm glad that you get to see that JG and I hope that many see that side of Raven.
It's basically what being a narcissist and sociopath is. He is very good at what he does. Not good as in a good person, but that he is very convincing and he's a good actor.
He can turn things around on you and though you know he did something wrong, you can walk away from the situation thinking, you are the one that did something wrong, not him. He's used to lying for no reason and though people know he is lying, can can make you believe his lies, though you know it's a lie, you just sorta go along with it. He's very good at being a narcissist. He's had a lot of practice.
I look at the video and I don't really feel like it's a man that lost his wife, it seems like an actor that is portraying a man that lost his wife, but it doesn't seem real. The things he says are off, the way he cries on certain things and he trails off, and then a second later he's laughing and it's like he's trying really hard to act like someone that is good, someone that lost his love, someone that is innocent. (remember this is uncut, unedited) it's seems surreal, unnatural. He's not innocent, he's an adulterer, a thief, a liar, a con-artist, and a bad man.
Knowing the things he did just prior to the murder, right after the murder and the way he is a master manipulator, and some of the things up he has done, up to this day may have a bearing on my viewpoint.
Seeing him wear the pin that was made by so many people for the Candlelight Vigil he did not attend really seems cold-blooded. I remember that he sat in a lawyers office filing bankruptcy while Janet's family and friends were in Durham, and a week later he was out on a biking trip.
He just revolts me because I know he's lying.