I am honestly unsure. I thought he was going to kill me twice. I doubt i am the one you have posted about because j have only shared my story with facebook friends and a officer. I feel like maybe he has a fear of being rejected and alone. When he freaked out on me he kept telling me he needed me and he was nothing without me. From what happend to me i learned he goes from 0 to 100 in seconds if you tell him you are over him or do not want to be his. About the kid thing.. He tried to use a baby to make me stay with him.
Hi, Violetmoonbaby! :welcome:
I appreciate you sharing with us here! I've always thought that Kylr has some major, deep-seated issues with attachment, jealousy, possessiveness, and rage, and what you're saying just confirms this further. Also, like you said, a fear of being rejected and alone. Childhood trauma and environment helps fuels things like personality disorders, and if you ask me, he's got a few.
It's like he's a spider luring his prey into a web and when the prey tries to leave, he goes into extreme mental and emotional distress and can't handle the rejection. Regardless, you are lucky to be alive and I'm glad you survived the hell he put you through.
I'm sure that in retrospect, it's a chilling realization that you were with someone who appears to have the potential to be a serial killer. I can't imagine what you are going through, or went through with him. This is a safe place, though, so feel free to share (just also be careful as others have said, you never know if you may be asked to testify). Have you recently spoken with law enforcement? Your testimony could potentially be used to cement things in a trial, at least as far as personality traits and such. Any little bit could help.
It can't be easy to deal with all of this. Thanks for being brave enough to share.
