Very conflicting emotions:
* If someone harmed him, I want them brought to justice.
* However, assuming someone we don't know would not have possibly committed suicide does a great disservice to the many who suffer from depression and the like no matter how successful they appear extenally.
I am curious why when there has been no conclusive statement that Owen committed suicide, and looking further into circumstances, is a great disservice to those who suffer from depression? I have not read any adamant statements that there is 'no possibility,' this young man committed suicide, and have read many direct statements that he 100% committed suicide, assuming this about someone they do not know either.
I am curious because I suffer major depression, have 7 pill bottles filled with every type of antidepressant, anti anxiety, energy stimulant in hopes some miracle mixture will cure and overcome great apathy, inertia, hopelessness, the inability to move, motivate, smile, laugh, energy, wash hair, re initiate immaculate perfectionism, achieve, become productive, find more joy than simple being happy the antidepressant overcame the overwhelming feeling of anxiety, which more times than not, is worse than the feeling of immense depression, a miracle combo to finding happiness and relief that getting put together for a public outing does not feel like a milestone, a 500 mile marathon to expend energy on putting on a public face, becoming sociable and not reclusive, silent, and avoidant. It took many nah's and maybe's, periods of no interest, so much thought, time and energy to simply question myself if I really wish to engage on this board and post my link which i have thought about doing for many weeks, but had no impulse, interest, or drive to do so. Depressed people often live slow suicides, the living dead.
I have read many untruths regarding suicide on a case that suicide has yet to be released as the definitive cause of death. The parents requesting more answers to their child's passing should respected and on a thread regarding their son, I find it more disrespectful to not look into other possibilities which is their wish.
I feel the guess game is frustrating when those posting do not know him either.
One faction of humans commit suicide at alarming rates compared to general population, and that is female Aspies moreso than males with Aspergers, one being overlooked, diagnosed too late into young or middle adulthood, but as a whole male/female aspies commit suicide at alarming rates. So, one could assume he had been neglected by the medical field and was not properly diagnosed with Aspergers and which one? the more common misrepresented and offensive TV aspie, the robotic, logical, irritating vengeful aspie or the artistic, who's overall being is extremely different in behavior and interests, another branch that branches off the same spectrum.
It would be armchair diagnosing someone no one knows. No one has come forth as an insider to speak about who Owen is and their perception of Owen.
For myself, this entire thread is completely all over the place which makes it difficult to focus on who the subject is and that is Owen, no one else but Owen.