As a mother, I do ache for her. I have doubts that she searched for her for a long time, but I don't have doubts that she loved her daughter. There were several MSM links with Zahra's name in them (over the past 2-3 years) as well as her immediate relatives names. This tells me that she was not being hidden from anyone.
However, I believe this mother had a change of heart recently and decided she wanted to be part of Zahra's life. It was just too little too late. I can only imagine the guilt she must have. We all make decisions we regret. She should be very proud though, that she gave Zahra life..and in doing so she has touched so many people.
I am not bashing biomom at all. I just think there is some sensationalism there. Depression is an evil monster that can eat you from the inside out.
I very much appreciate her sharing her story and pictures and I very much thank her for giving the world Zahra..even if for a short time.
I was tracking down biomoms foot prints on the net and found myspace/facebook ect that she has recently closed down ( cashe still works) and i would also think is she was searching she would have had no problem finding them on those sites
Im very sorry for her having to go through this, this would be anyones worse nightmare to loose a child you havent seen in years only to locate them and ask to see her to only find out she is missing then possibly murdered.