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what do you think she said (if you think she talked/screamed) to Travis when the attack started or during the attack.
2. Do you think she said anything at all during the whole thing (or was she too focused on "getting the job done").
3. If he was screaming, I wonder if she could even make herself heard and if this upset her (
darn it, he's not hearing my eloquent speech).
4. You'd think that she would want to say something to him because she didn't just shoot him in the head while he was turned around or sleeping--she wanted him to suffer, and mental suffering/revenge would seem to be most important at all to her.
Sorry just outlined your questions/statements above to better organize my answer.
1. I believe that after they had sex and she realized he still was not going to be with her, she waited for the perfect moment that he would be vunlnerable and she could corner him with a gun. Te shower just do happened to be that place and the camera was just her excuse to get close to him so he wouldn't be suspicious of her presence outside the shower before she killed him.
Because he was crouched in such a vulnerable position, and she was using a gun, there's much symbolism behind all of this. It puts her in the position of CONTROL and guns are the most Masculine form of armory - even fairly phallic in look and function.
When we hear about Jodi, she crouches and gets in a fetal position when she has a breakdown/is depressed. This was her attempt to literally see Travis in the same position she felt she emotionally was. She was forcing Travis to feel what she felt, although every insecurity depression she felt as a direct result of her own poor character. "
how does it feel to be the one begging now, Travis? I can't believe you think it's OK to treat people like this. Do you have anything to say for yourself?". And he probably said he was sorry and begged...
(What I wonder is if he said he was sorry, and after she accepted it and lowered the gun, he tried to unexpectedly grab it from her to secure it and she shot him in fear that he was trying to grab it to hurt her. Bc at this point she is an adrenaline and emotion pumped paranoid state, thinking everyone (ESP Travis) is against her.)
Otherwise she fired the gun despite his begging. but she fired it - with only one hand as the other held the camera - which made the gun kickback and the focus shifted causing the bullet to not cause the direct hit she intended.
Travis got out of the shower, writhing in pain but knowing that the gun had fallen on the ground and he might have a chance to grab it/get away.
Jodi only loaded one bullet. She had to find some other means that was around to finish him off. At this point
she is in a panic and talking to herself trying to figure out what to do as the gun misfired.
She runs downstairs to the kitchen, finds a knife, and by the time she gets back up to Travis's room, Travis has crawled down the hallway towards his room and he is moaning/yelling louder. He is experiencing dizziness and low ambulatory/motor control.
She crouches over him from behind as he is facedown and stabs him in the back of the head, shoulders a few times, at this point she's still concentrating and isn't speaking. Just angry and stabbing - attack mode.
Hes still alive and is screaming.
then she flips him over and in an attempt to silence him she punctures his throat/windpipe first - not after much fighting on travis's part despite his state to get the knife away from her,
We can only assume at this point she was telling him to
"shut the f up! Why wont you just shut up and die!" over and over again.
As she watched the life drain from him and he lost consciousness, she couldn't bare knowing the scene was botched and she had to resort to such personal means of killing him.
She just wanted this over with. She began to stab him indiscriminately
"
Why couldn't you just make this easy? Why couldn't you just love me? Is it so hard to love me? I can't believe you ruined me! Why did you make me do this???". These sort of statements.
She thought she could control the scene.
All IMHO