Same here ocean.
I hadn't read a thing except the early news reports of a family seen crossing the border.
That is one of the reasons I try my best to steer clear of any unsolved case. Once misinformation enters the brain it's impossible to unring that bell or purge it from one's memory. Imo. If I had done that I wouldn't know fact from fiction because some posts may come across as facts when they are only speculations or assumptions.
Of course I was aware the McStays were missing. I don't live in a cave. HA.
I never believed for one second this family willingly traipsed off to Mexico never intending to return.
I felt all along they had all been murdered. I prayed for them all, that one day their bodies would be found. I felt if that happened there was a good chance the murdering culprit would be caught one day, and brought to justice.
I didn't even plan to watch CM interview. That was by happenstance too, and I was just flipping through the channels deciding what to watch. My hubby, and I did watch it, and we both said, we believe CM was the one who had murdered the McStays. It was one of the creepiest interviews I've ever watched, still is, especially when it was stressed that CM was Joey's best friend, and I've watch numerous shows involving best friends talking about how hard it's been since their friends went missing. This one was the most bizarre I've ever seen out of all others involving a best friend being interviewed.
I felt such an uneasy feeling as I watched him spew his garbage. From time my hubby, and I would look at each other in utter disbelief. We felt something was sinister about him under that fake persona, and he didnt even do that very well.
Even after then, I didn't care to know anything more about him at that time. Of course when I saw on the news, he was finally arrested around a year after their bodies had been found, I wasnt the least bit surprised, and certainly not shocked.
After knowing he had been arrested, I still did not delve deeply into the case, only reading occasional articles when I was trying to find updates on when the trial would begin. That was pretty much it. I knew though once the trial started I would be following it.
It's been hard at times to digest knowing how they all suffered so badly. I dont think I will ever be able to forget the photos of these adorable two boys or forget what happened to them, and how brutally their lives were taken.
Imo it's truly one of the worst murder cases involving two innocent little children when the monster who murdered them both wasn't even kin to them.
I still find it hard to grasp at times, that anyone who pretends to be human. could be so cold, callous, and brutal. I know there have been other cases of brutality of small children, but often the motive were sexual, and many times the offender was a total stranger.
The one thing those monsters have in common with CM though is they all are psychopaths.
Just like Daron Wint when he too tortured a 11 year old terrified helpless little boy for no other reason, other than because he wanted to, and knew he could. Another family, and their maid wiped out when diabolical evil entered their home.
Yet this case is even worse, if possible, because CM looked into the little terrified eyes of children he knew well, and killed them with a sledgehammer of all weapons.
His weapon of choice reveals so much about the murderer himself,and who he really is.
Imo