Lengthy article.
May 20 2019
Dad of teen who vanished sometimes 'envies parents of murdered kids'
"WATCHING the news, Andrew Gosden's tortured dad finds himself envying the parents of murdered kids.
Kevin catches himself instantly, but he still can't help wishing the police would show up at his house with a "bag of bones" so he could finally have an end to the torment he has suffered for 12 years.
Andrew Gosden disappeared in September 2007 aged 14
His son, Andrew, vanished into thin air on September 14, 2007, aged just 14, after travelling from his home in Doncaster to London when he "uncharacteristically" skipped school.
In the years since he vanished, dad Kevin has had a breakdown, attempted suicide and had to resign from his job.
"I always thought the worst feeling ever would be to have a child die but this to me is worse," Kevin says.
"I have caught myself before, to my shame, feeling envious of parents whose child has been murdered but then you stop and want to hug them."
He says the worst part is not knowing what happened to his son