Actually, it is a little different from all that. I never found myself believing in such things before and really am not 100% sure I believe it now, but I will tell you I deliberately set up a way to see if there was anything to this dream I had by using two of my teenage neices in a way I probably shouldn't have. I had this dream where I could see the killing through JonBenet's eyes. I had not even thought of this case in years and out of the blue had this awful realistic dream that brought me out of the bed crying and hyperventilating, literally. This has only happened to me once before in my life and as it turned out that first dream did end up coming true (will tell you about that one another time). I could see a man with graying hair (almost a salt/pepper type but more gray to it), he wasn't balding, seemed to have hair that was hanging down on his forehead but it was from the struggle, so I don't think he normally would wear his hair down on his forehead like that. He had a grimacing face, dark eyes...to this day I can still see him in my head. Anyway, the dream rattled me BIG time. That brought me to research this case some since I had not heard anything about it.
My neices, ages 15 and 17 who were up for a visit from out of town, were bored and so I asked them if they knew about the JonBenet. They said they heard of that case but heard that the parents did it. So I thought I would try something one of my co-workers had done when the Susan Smith case was still ongoing. We made a ouija board and I had them ask the board if her mother did this to her, it spelled out NO, then they asked who killed JonBenet. NOW, they have absolutely no idea of any of the peoples names or anything, honestly, they were pretty clueless to the case other than that they heard on the TV a while back that the parents were supposedly involved. This ouija board thing we made freaked me totally out and spelled out FLEET. They looked up at me wondering what in the world fleet was. I started crying because I was familiar with the name, but had not even thought of him being involved. So we quickly finished up this little "game" and they were wanting me to explain stuff to them. I told them not right now, I had to think about this.
After this incident, I sat and wondered how this happened with two people who had absolutely no idea and really not a care in the world about this case could come up with this answer. I thought about maybe it was me and somehow my thoughts did something, but I really did not think about him being involved. I really had been tossing around the idea of someone in the McReynolds family even though I had no idea if he had any family in the area or anything like that. All I can tell you is this totally freaked me out. I have never really believed seriously in stuff like this and really am a little afraid of it. I think that maybe that was messing around in something we shouldn't have been messing with, but nevertheless, it was very, very odd that this name came up. I really don't know what Fleet looks like. I have yet to see a picture of him, so maybe this is really more absurd than I think it may be. But I can bet you if I see a picture that even resembles the man in my dream, I am going to lose it!
I am sure I will get flamed endlessly over this but I am just telling you my experience and take it however you want to. I am not saying that it is him, I am just saying it is mighty odd that this little incident produced this name. So when I read about the odd behaviours he had in Atlanta and the numerous letters he has written to various authorities,etc. It just kind of makes me wonder about my little "experiment" a little more. All of these things happened early in "my investigation" of this murder and this has only been a few months. I just had this dream earlier this year, so I am VERY new to this stuff.
And despite this little thing I have said, I still don't see the evidence against the Ramsey's others see, even IF I had not gone through this little bit of craziness I just spoke of.