hi folks, for most of you who thought doi was out of print like i did, they just reprinted it and it's on bookshelves in stores probably due to all the media the story is getting again. you no longer have to hunt it down at your local library. paperback is avail for 7.99. i'm now rereading it. interesting fact from doi: john states that he forgot to charge the battery and that's why he didn't take footage of x-mas morning. then he says that he didn't because after Beth died, he just wanted to live in the moment and not behind a camera. so which is it? i find a lot of contradictions in the book.