I am getting ready to go to bed and my heart is so heavy. I am not feeling anything but sadness and pity. I think of all the moms I know who have children in heaven (myself included) and what a tragedy this is. I want to say on the subject of adoption, I know mothers who planned to put children up for adoption and changed their minds and turned out to be awesome moms. Putting a child up for adoption takes a lot of love and my feelings tonight make me believe CA never loved anyone enough to think of anyone but herself. Caylee was a play pretty for her and somewhere along the line she got tired. I hope God is convicted that whole house tonight, I hope they have all been brought into reality and we'll see SOMEONE step up to the plate for Caylee...God bless her little soul!!!!