Thanks so much everyone for the support. :blowkiss: I just love all of you here as WS!!! I would not know what to do and how to feel without this thread and the people who make it work. I can't express how much my heart goes out to each and every person who not only replies but just reads the thread and might say a prayer for Dad, Darleen and myself and family. This past week or so has been SOOOO trying. I've been very ill and having that person send me that message just got me over the edge. DB is just livid and is determined more to get attention. DH said either negative or possitive attention - he thanks the person who sent the message... He has a good point... I'm sending that message to LE. DK had a good point as it might be able to be tracked. NEVER Know right? I was cracking up on the Mongo Topix w/ Wondering's comment. Had me just on the floor.. I know 'A' reads as well as all the others... It's going to really tick someone off.. "ask me if I care"... DH really really appreciated the comment from Wondering. He just holds me and tells me that I am doing a GREAT job and to NEVER give up. All this stress is taking a toll on my body and it's showing with all the illness I have had just in the past 2 yrs. He's worried about me and wants me to be more slower and not take so much in my heart... cus the body takes alot of abuse when your depressed or worried. Too young to have all these illness... (40) is WAY WAY too young... Anyway - gotta run. DS is napping and he has a big night with Trick/Treats. He's Jeff Gordon and while we were in Mongo we took a trip south and picked him up a go-cart. We looked like clowns driving home with a go-cart on the roof of our SUV.. with a roll-bar. LOL!!! DH didn't bring the trailer... Love Rosco.