Super, if you and RDI don't mind, would you be willing to share your opinions regarding Patsy's thought process immediately following whatever caused JonBenet's cracked skull, in specific terms? That is to say, would you try to capture and put into words (a post) just what actions she took into consideration and what plans she pondered as reality began to sink in regarding what had just happened, in light of the range of consequences she would face? I mean, she had to do some thinking when she staged the crime scene. What thoughts went through her mind, do you suppose. Obviously, we can't know for sure, but what is your best guess?
I'll try. Keep in mind that I am not exclusively PDI, so my thought here reflect only what would occur if Patsy did it.
That night as they returned home after a pleasant but hectic day, Patsy, tired already, still had her mind on all the things she had to finish that night before their early-morning flight.
JB, who was cranky after falling asleep in the car but awakened and walked into the house, (this was told to LE by BR), was resistant to getting ready for bed, wanting to stay up and play. She refused to go potty, as Patsy usually tried to have her go before bed so she wouldn't go IN the bed. At some point after BR (and maybe even JR) had gone to bed, Patsy, still up doing last minute things, tries again, and finds that JB has not only wet, but soiled her pants. Patsy becomes enraged, dragging a crying JB into the bathroom, where a full-blown tantrum ensues. Patsy grabs JB around the shirt collar (the red turtleneck, which Patsy put on her so she could wear it the next day and be easier to dress in the wee morning hours. That was soiled, too, so Patsy pulls it off, violently and JB's head is bashed HARD into either a doorknob, sink edge or faucet. Patsy realizes in HORROR that she has been too rough, too forceful and JB slumps, instantly unconscious, to the floor. She laspes into a coma, breath slowed to almost nothing. Body cools as shock sets in from the massive skull fracture, the bleeding under the scalp not apparent- no opening in the flesh. Yet she seemed dead.
Patsy is beside her self with horror and grief. She LOVES JB and now look what she's done! Those damned medications. I haven't been myself since I've been on them, she thinks. I'll NEVER take them again (and she didn't- JR claimed Patsy stopped her Klonipin after JB'd death).
But her mind was racing as she faced the horror of a (presumably) dead JB and SHE had caused it, though accidentally.
She gets JR, who is horrified also. They take her to the basement to get as far away from BR's room as they can while they try to figure what to do. Patsy is hysterical, JR is catatonic. They know that even if it was an accident, it was still done in a rage so Patsy will be charged with SOMETHING. After beating cancer 10 years, she'll go to JAIL? What of BR? He'll lose his sister AND his mother? Who knows how long Patsy will live? What if she dies in prison? What of her son? If they call 911, they are going to ask what happened. What to say? There are no VISIBLE causes of death.
They get the idea to say she was kidnapped, and the note said not to call anyone, so if they DO call police that would be a reason for the "kidnappers" to kill her. They decide to make it look like a kidnapping, yet still need to provide a way she died. They didn't know that there was a hole in her skull. So they made a garrote out of what was handy and staged the death to look like a murder. They couldn't bear to leave her in plain view, so they hid her in the wineceller, taking her blanket from the basement dryer (where Patsy knew it was out by LHP the last time she was there) and wrapped her in the blanket. Because of her deep coma/shock, her life signs were not apparent and they did not know she was alive when the garrote was applied.
All this was necessary, however horrible, to protect BT from losing his mother and to keep Patsy out of jail, which would surely cause a relapse.
Then, it kind of just carried them along, like a rushing river. Once they took a step, they had to finish the race. They didn't stop to think about an autopsy or the pineapple Patsy gave her before bed that night. Nor did they know a neighbor had heard her scream. Or that another neighbor had seen "moving lights" in the kitchen. (This was them, having turned off the kitchen lights so they could carry JB though the kitchen to the basement, using a flashlight to do it. Later, they wiped the flashlight, but they realized that if they planned to say the flashlight wasn't theirs, they knew they needed to wipe the batteries down too. Then they needed to call 911. They did, after writing a note that seemed to blame some obscure group that was upset about JR's business. I think they chose the wording "we respect your bussiness (sic) but not the country that it serves" because if they actually pointed to a business rival, they knew there was no evidence, and they could be sued. So the first "suspect" they put out was LHP, too poor and uneducated to afford top-rate legal council.
And the rest...you all know.