Whoa, I hadn’t made that connection about the first time she said it. Good point.
I can also recognize psychosis- at the beginning and the end, when meds are bringing me back. But I’ve experienced it many times by this point. The first time it happened it took weeks for me to really grasp what had happened. It sort of gradually came into my understanding- at first I thought I had been granted magical powers from the universe. Then I thought I had achieved a higher meditative state. Then I came to the more logical conclusion that someone had drugged me. Then finally I started to see, I had somehow lost my mind. Then I accepted that maybe I did have psychosis and finally, that this was bipolar. But now when it begins I can say to myself: this may be real or it may be psychosis. The only way to know is to take antipsychotic meds, check again in 48 hours. If it goes away, it was psychosis.
ETA, in my personal experience about the advice doctors give, I was advised to strongly consider not having a second child at all, because of the risk to me of having dangerous episodes and instability from discontinuing meds during pregnancy. I took that advice because I was concerned about a future where I couldn’t take care of another child. I don’t really mind having bipolar, it could be worse. But that’s the one thing I feel the illness took from me that was an unfair price to pay.
ETA: PPD/PPP we’re never explicitly mentioned. The concern was over bipolar episodes. But hormonal changes were mentioned.