http://www.kxan.com/dpp/news/A-mom-chances-life-after-sons-death "I know there's going to be haters out there who don't believe in what I'm doing, but they also probably have never been in my shoes," said Marissa. She admits her reasons for going through with the controversial process have changed. Right after Nikolas died, she wanted to replace her son to feel better, but now she believes she is doing it for him." I'm not sure How I feel about this as a whole. But I am concerned about the secrecy surrounding the out of country surrogacy. In other countries some young women are trafficked to be surrogates and used as baby factories for people in the us and other developed nations. "Marissa made a deal with a surrogacy clinic in another country not to ever reveal where they are located. "