This is long so if you don't want to read it skip it.....
Okay so major freakout.. I'm at work and couldnt respond back so I thought something was wrong with the computer.. but we just switched over to a new forum..
Okay, Kaylynn asked me about my instinct? First I just want to say I do not personally know Christina. This story is so heartbreaking to me and I literally cannot get this girl off of my mind. Working at a hospital I am lucky to be able to work three 12 hours shifts so I have off four days a week. I could not sit on webslueths all day and do nothing .. (Not saying it in a knocking it kind of way) Im saying I literally could not do it.. It was eating me alive thinking about what could have happened or when I get ready to go to bed thinking is she somewhere warm or does someone just have her out there somewhere in the woods somewhere? (I pray to god not).
But it was eating me away so bad, I had to volunteer to look. It may be because I knew deep down if it was me or my friend I would be blessed to have any of the extra help possible.
The reason I know some of this information about the clothing and other little things that might help is because I went to the first search on Tuesday. I won't talk about the search because they have asked not to but I willl talk about my instincts based off of what was there.
First off, her mother came up to me and asked me how I knew her and I explained that I did not and I had to help. This woman is so amazing and strong. She gave me a hug and thanked me and chatted a brief second with me. The way she is still so humble is beyond my belief. I knew right then and there I knew I was there for all the right reasons. Personally, she did not have to do that. This made me want to find her 10 even times more.
I can't decipher the emotions. Personally, I have this feeling that she is okay. She is alive. Maybe its because thats what I am hoping for but its just this gut feeling. I'm praying its a case where she doesn't want to be found now but I can't really seeing her doing that to her family. Thats my instinct.
But with the search team coming out i'm praying its just a we really don't have a reason shes not alive but a just in case thing.
Regardless, I can't stop thinking about her and begging if someone has her please let her go.