The other confessions will bring out more information, however small. And more clarity into Brian's thought process.
In my opinion there wasn't much time that passed from the incident at the Merry Piglets and her murder.
I noticed yesterday how that paragraph on page 2 was worded. Gabby being murdered on the 27th also includes "texting" that started as soon as she was killed to fake she was alive. Those will reveal much information. This and the "other confessions" will have a lot to tell us, however small the difference is between all confession letters.
About the Merry Piglet --
We saw how Gabby minimized the conflict/violence in Moab. She didn't want Brian to get in trouble (not uncommon for victims of DV, IMO) because undoubtly she was afraid of the consequences -- IMO Gabby still believed Brian would never go too far
and that she could adjust her behavior to keep him from becoming upset (not true, not her job, but sadly all too common among victims of DV).
And I think that's exactly what happened at the Merry Piglet -- Brian got upset. Annoyed. Because
that's who he was, that's what he did. Maybe even Gabby innocently remarked about cold fries or he was impatient with the service or who knows but IMO he created something of an initial scene. We see how he thinks -- people are mad at me so, fine, I'll let wild animals tear my dead body apart to make them happy. Gabby didn't seem to have a mean bone. Unicorn toots -- happy, dancy, pollyanny, exactly the kind of empath narcissist choose.) If it was Brian's idea to walk out, I think it was Gabby's idea to pay -- and not create the scene. But the scene probably followed her into the parking lot where Brian likely couldn't let it go, not just upset with the MP but upset with Gabby. Transference. IMO that's what led her to go back in, requesting a reverse, the refund. At that point, I don't think it had
anything to do with food or service. IMO she was trying to appease Brian.
She had to live with him.
Ever try to appease a narcissist? It's not possible. No matter the apology. No matter the resolution. No matter if you give them what they want -- they still seem to find a way to blame you for their unease.
Whatever bothered Brian at MP IMO is what led to Gabby's murder. No blame on MP. Millions of unhappy diners don't murder their girlfriends over it. Brian was different. I can almost picture Gabby trying to calm him down, explain, reason with him...because normal people don't get
that upset about a lunch. They may have set up camp, started a fire, but I'll bet Brian's impossible self wouldn't let it go. And he started telling Gabby to calm down, eventually choking her like we know he'd done before. Only this time he did terminal damage. IMO the only truth in his notebook is that Gabby didn't die all at once. He likely strangled her to within one millimeter of her life, and then when she didn't recover, when he could've tried to get her help, he instead picked up a rock --
IMO -- thst night I do think he may have picked Gabby up, nearly unconscious, and carried her to the creek, to try to revive her. I don't think he ever loved her (not capable) but I do think he knew he was nothing without her -- he only wanted her to be quiet (how many chokers say that), then tried to resuscitate her (for his selfish reasons alone, none other) but it was way too late. To stop her tortured breathing,
to make himself feel better, he picked up the final weapon and decided Gabby's fate. Full on murder, no matter how he tried to spin it.
As much as I hate that he forever took her life, I'm heartbroken for how hard he made her life. Getting sand in their camper when she asked him not to, putting her and her aspirations down, threatening to leave her, holding her keys hostage, justifying ever putting his hands on her in unwelcome ways, and worse, convincing her to apologize for it.
Poor Gabby didn't get to live long enough to outgrow him.
She should be dancing on beaches, lighting up social media, living her best life and just being her beautiful self.
He didn't have the right.
JMO