Chuck Palahniuk is a great writer and I think maybe his novels are even assigned reading in school. Nothing wrong with reading and liking his novels, nothing wrong with being bald or walking around barefoot in the wilderness either. …and there’s nothing wrong with wanting to be an influencer and making a living doing it. It sounds like a dream job, but also hard as hell. I know of several people whose mental health was negatively impacted by it. It has to be approached as a business with a business model and clear work boundaries and not a lifestyle that you can’t escape from. Lastly, having a mental illness doesn’t make you a murderer and being emotional doesn’t make you crazy.