Yes Fairy, the thing I was told about her being in Texas is the last "big" information I've been given. I was reading song lyrics yesterday ( another obsession of mine,lol) and found this song by Evanescence, I think it says alot about how things were before I started all of this last April-imo. I put it on her myspace page too. (
http://www.myspace.com/deannamerryfield)
Please, please forgive me
But I wont be home again
Maybe someday you'll look up
And barely consious you'll say to no one
Isnt something missing?
You won't cry for my absence I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant?
Am i so insignificant?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me?
Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me?
And if I bleed, I'll bleed
Knowing you don't care
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?