Hi Goody,
Yeah, I know that quote... and no, the words aren't exactly right, but yes, that is the essence of it.
I had the intruder hyped up on coke, and using a baggie of propane to disable her. Originally, he was the one set up to rob the house, but he decided to sexually assault Darlie while he was at it...
Kind of a "take Darin down a peg or two" type of thing.
Figuring they couldn't bust him without busting themselves.
Kinda like robbing a dealer... what are they gonna do? Call the cops??
In a case like that, you have to deal with the dealer sending someone after you, but in the Routier's case, the intruder was more protected and street savy than them. Is this making sense to you? Darin had to
ask around for someone to rob his house. (which is stupid) He obviously didn't have contacts in that "world."
One time, someone put GHB in my drink at a bar.
What I remember sounds alot like how Darlie remembered stuff... kind of a feeling of being underwater-- aware, and not aware all at once... with a period of no memory whatsoever.
When it wore off, it was gradual, but fairly fast, and I was fine!!
I used propane because it's an easy to get ahold of inhalent, no way to test for it in someone's system, and it's disabling for short periods of time.
When you are hyped up on coke, you are edgy to the extreme, yet able to focus. Intense would be a good way to put it. But it also makes you think you can do anything, like maybe assault a woman with her children laying nearby... in my story, he had her disabled, and took off her panties, very focused on that, when one of the children appeared next to him, freaking him out, and the killings began.
It was done, he was grabbing his baggie, she started coming to, and to her, she thought she was fighting him... but it's like trying to punch someone under water... he quickly sliced her throat to kill her and got out.
Now, that's going with Darlie's earliest stories...
Like I said, I can write one where she's the killer, too, but have a hard time starting it. After reading testimony, and considering her state of mind, it's starting to gel for me.
I have witnessed RAGE, and RAGE that came out of (to me) nowhere... so I know that it's possible.
So, there ya go. Long answer to a short question!