Thank you so much, Carla, for sharing your story here. It is a powerful testament to the strength of the human spirit and your's is certainly shining through! As an aside, many people in situations similar to yours have found tremendous relief from Classical Acupuncture, which treats symptoms at the deepest physical, emotional, and spiritual level. It saved my life some years ago. Blessings to you and may you enjoy health and happiness in your life.