Okay I'd just like to give everybody a little insight on what Casey may have been feeling since I'm in a simililar situation. (23, 2 toddlers 2 &3, dad not around..he's my husband but can't get a visa back to U.S. yet...long story, living with my mother, have lived on and off with parents for most my kid's lives) When you are in this situation, you feel like everyone around you is just waiting for you to mess us and say I told you so, it is hard to get a job with no education and to afford babysitting but everyone expects you to be working to pay for your "mistake". I think she really just didn't want to admit her failures to them..probably dating all the way back to her job at universal. I think it's highly unlikely that she can afford a babysitter because I've never once been able to afford one, not even for the night. If nobody in my family is wiling to watch them, we are attached at the hip 24/7. I originally started following this because I feel like this could have very easily been me, if I was more immature and probably if my husband hadn't stayed in the picture when I was pregnant at 19. I honestly think she was most likely drugging caylee to make sure she slept soundly and putting her in the trunk so that nobody would know she was left in the car(that way they wouldn't report her to police). I don't think she could have directly murdered the baby on purpose unless this was going to be an attention thing, you know like "oh poor casey's baby died, lets all give her a free pass" maybe she initially got a taste of this attention when said baby's daddy died and then she craved it again? You know how like munchausin mom's usually are moms whose baby's had medical problems at birth and then after there baby is well they start making it appear sick because they enjoy the sympathy and it maqkes them feel like a martyr? Just IMO.