Cherokee
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Britt said:Yes, I think you're right, Cherokee.
Maybe John went along with her because he was terrified not to... lol.
But I still can't figure out what he was sorry for. John Ramsey doesn't strike me as an apologizer. No way. He's a blameshifter, through and through. So for him to say to Fernie, Beuf, Bynum, Hoverstock and whomever else was there at the Fernies on the evening of the 26th, that he was "so sorry," he must've done something pretty damn bad. A victim doesn't apologize.
You're right, Britt. John Ramsey is not an apologizer. But he was under the influence of alcohol that night, and it loosened his tongue and his inhibitions. At that point in time, his tight facade of controlled emotion had a crack in it, and there was a glimpse into the "real" John Ramsey.
We apologize when we feel responsible for something. Obviously, John felt responsible in some way for what happened to JonBenet.
John may have been directly involved ... OR, he may have felt responsible for not preventing what happened. If there was a rage incident involving Patsy, perhaps he blamed himself for not being there to intervene. Perhaps, he had seen Patsy's flashes of temper, but never believed she could have gotten so out of control. The stress of her chemo, of turning 40, of her hormonal changes, of the Christmas Holidays, etc. could have accerbated Patsy's anger.
Maybe John thought if he'd only BEEN there, he could have prevented JonBenet's death and everything that went with it. But John had been emotionally and even physically absent from his family for a long time. (He never even accompanied Patsy ONE time for chemotherapy.) John had been going through the motions with them while spending his real time and energy on his pet planes and business.
John didn't try to comfort Patsy the morning of Dec. 26th. He never offered her his arms of support, nor a word of loving compassion. According to police reports, they never even looked at each other. Even more telling, Patsy didn't seek comfort from John, nor offer him any.
This points to another dynamic at work. John wasn't just feeling sorry about not preventing what happened ... he was also feeling sorry for himself. "I'm sorry I let this happen to you, John." He was trying to comfort himself, as there was no comfort coming from the one person who had fixed everything for him in the past.
IMO