I so believe this to be true, deborah knows way more then is being said.
Of course she does. I think that others do as well. The solution to this mystery revolves around Deborah; not what she did that night, but on the many many days and night preceeding this incident. Who and what kind of person is she.
People almost always try to spin things to make themselves look better. Sometimes it's deliberate, sometimes it is subconscious in that they are telling you how they see (or want to see) the world, and how they want to see themselves and their own actions. For example, a student caught cheating on a test might say that everyone does it, that he cheats less than they do, and here is a list of reasons why he decided to cheat this time. What they do not say is "I cheated because that's who I am and what I do. I will cheat every time I can."
And we have seen this here as well. Deborah initially went with a deliberate deception, portraying herself as a harmless, simple, weeping, christian mom of the year. She just love love loves her children, see the tears? And she is just praying every day to sweet Jesus to reunite her perfect family. What happened? Well, she doesn't know... she was too busy baking cookies and playing Bible monopoly to be able to say.
Of course, that turns out to be not quite accurate. So she went with version number two. She wasn't baking cookies and leading the kids in a chorus of God Bless All the Little Children, she was actually taking a little mommy time and drinking. Yeah, that's it, drinking! There's nothing wrong with that. She was drunk, so drunk she blacked out, not a clue what happened, and please direct any further questions to this attorney.
But that's probably not really the entire truth either. Her "
occassionally it's mommy time" story is, again, a deception. She knows it, her husband knows it, the friends she parties with know it, and the police know it as well. In my opinion.
In my opinion: Deborah likes her kids, she'll take a thousand photos and show them off, but they do NOT take center stage in her life. They are equal parts accessory, justification, obstacle. The kids need to take care of themselves if it's party time, and it's party time as often and for as long as Deborah can possibly swing it. Deborah is a skilled and practiced manipulator, she's fun and friendly and flirty, probably has been since she was a pre-teen. That's what makes the fun happen, so she's good at it.
Did she deliberately kill her kid? Maybe. Unlike her boys (who can largely fend for themselves) this new infant seriously screwed with the party program. She's got to party
outside for God's sake, can't even hang in the house because the little one is screaming in the back room. And, since she is at home watching TV all day and certainly followed that trial, she might have decided that if that dumb bimbo Casey can get away with it, she could as well. Just hide the body, chuck it in the river, and put on a show.
But it might have been an accident. She left the kid for a whole lot of hours, and something might have happened. Or perhaps she was using street drugs to medicate the kid and she overdosed. In either case, she doesn't call the cops, she calls a friend, a party buddy, perhaps her dealer -- and he probably chews her *advertiser censored* for calling him and tells her to get rid of the phone.
There are two classes of people in the world. One type never deliberately breaks any laws. They don't do drugs, the don't shoplift, they try to keep their nose clean. They call the cops first. The other kind of person does not. They want to police as far away from them as possible, and they only call them when they have no other choice.
Anyway, this might just be wild speculation on my part, but at this point -- with this case going nowhere -- there's not a whole lot else to discuss.
