N: You started your evidence with an apology, am I right?
OP: That’s correct My Lady.
N: Now that was more than a year after the event.
OP: That’s correct My Lady.
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N: Did you feel better after the apology?
OP: I don’t think I could feel better My Lady, but I haven’t had the opportunity to apologize to them so – it’s something I’ve wanted to do for a very long time and I think it was the right thing to do.
N: You see Mr Pistorius, if you were wanting to do it, why would you create a spectacle in Court in the public domain, in the public eye, apologize and not in private? Why would you do that?
OP: My Lady, I haven’t had the opportunity to meet the Steenkamps. I don’t think they have been ready. I’ve been struggling to – I don’t know what words – I’ve thought about saying to them – I didn’t – I don’t think half the words I wanted to say to them came out the way that I – if I could have writt… - remembered an eloquent speech and apologized to them I would have done so but I haven’t had the opportunity to.
N: Again Mr Pistorius you never thought about them. You never thought how they would feel, sitting in the public gallery of a Court whilst you make that apology.
Even if Barry and June didn’t want to meet with him face-to-face – and who could blame them – he’s had 14 months to compose a letter “but I haven’t had the opportunity to do so” (…if I could have writt…. That’s right, because he’s been holidaying in Mozambique, flirting with girls, getting a new girlfriend and boozing it up with his mates, and don’t you know, all these things take time.
Just like he said “I never got the opportunity to tell Reeva that I loved her”. What? Why not? How long does it take to utter those words? How many nights had she spent there? He could have told her any time he saw her.
I loathe, despise and detest the man ... sorry ... the sad excuse for a man.