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Tabitha's room is as she left it, a year after her disappearance
By IAN DEMSKY
Staff Writer
Debra Tuders leaves the door to Tabitha's room open.
Little has changed inside since April 28, 2003, the night her then-13-year-old daughter went to cheer her brother's baseball team.
After a bath, Tabitha started the night in her own bed and later moved to the floor in her parents' bedroom, as she sometimes did for comfort.
The next morning one year ago today Tabitha disappeared on the way to her bus stop.
Police are no closer to knowing what happened to her today than they were then.
''It feels empty,'' Debra said earlier this week. The space holds her daughter's possessions but not her daughter.
Still, each item hints of her. Each thing Tabitha chose to place there reveals a part of her by its very presence.
On the left, a gauzy blue scarf is draped behind a mirror. Once the mirror displayed the image of her youth. Now it reflects her empty bed with the purple canopy, the Microsoft Xbox where she played the ''racing tapes'' her mom could never master, and the closet where she couldn't be bothered to hang up her outfits.
Below the mirror, drawers of the small, white dresser are stuffed with shirts, socks and pants.
In front of the mirror, three porcelain dolphins chase one another around a clock stopped at 4:47. Next to it sits an almost empty bottle of Pretty in Pink ''body splash'' and a ceramic teddy bear wearing a Santa hat with a present in its water-filled belly.
Nothing in the room suggests that a teenager lived there, much less a rebellious one who left without so much as a goodbye. There are no posters on the walls, just a framed triptych of a boy and girl shyly holding hands and playing on a farm.
Below that are two cherubic figurines, a boy astraddle a pumpkin and a brown-haired, blue-eyed girl, whose head is broken off.
Tabitha picked out furniture about six months before she went missing.
When Tabitha and her older sister, Jamie, shared the room, Tabitha used to fuss at Jamie for not picking up after herself, Debra said. Tabitha wanted the room kept immaculate.
Above her desk, the stuffed animals are posed just as she left them. More figurines wait below them a ceramic bear squeezes an accordion, a clown bows a violin also frozen in their places.
Debra's grandchildren sometimes play in the room and sit on the bed to watch videos. But they know not to touch anything.
The family has left a few objects for Tabitha to find on her return: a stuffed bear her grandmother bought before she disappeared but never gave to her, and colorful butterflies and flowers spelling out her name, painted by a Manhattan street vendor on the Tuderses' trip to the Montel Williams talk show in December.
Also awaiting her are a fiberglass angel and a racing trophy won in her honor.
''The only thing that's missing is Tabitha,'' said Johnny White, who has served as the family's spokesman.
Help find Tabitha
Anyone with information about the whereabouts of Tabitha Tuders can call Metro Youth Services detectives at 862-7417, CrimeStoppers at 74-CRIME or the Team Tabitha tip line at 566-0943. Additional information and photos of the missing teen are on the Internet at
www.tabithatuders.com.