God da#n it God da#n it God da#n it God da#n it God da#n it
I am so confident as a group we are collectivily exhasted. Woke up - did some checking in with Miami, decided I am headphoning, with my joyous gay disco, clean, During that I pondered checking in to what is going on.
I did not allow myself. I just broke down and checked in. Truly, you guys have no clue , starting to tear, how much you help. Noone wants to talk about anything that is going around.
It infurates me. Totally. They are running around Pokeman ing. They are young --they have no clue where all this is going- and it aint good. They want to make babies - normal - but clueless
I ok, now i need to get caught up. Do I walk around like pertified I am gonna get shot no I do not. But for the last month, (never happened before) it is like avoidance behavor, in terms of checking in.
I can tell you all the headlines, everytime, in the last month, how your heart sinks. The voice singer (never heard of her ) the headline was Voice singer killed. Scrolled down, It is here where I live.
Next day, at that point, it was 30 killed in bar - awful, I scroll down and find out it is here in Orlando at a gay bar.
Then three days of across the globe of listening to bombs,automatic weapons blood.
Then Sterling, and cant remember Castillo .
Then it is Dallas.
Then a person running over 300 people
Then it is Baton Rouge.
Then it is North Miami
Now I am just doing this
Yes I need to go through this with you guys - again, but man it is getting , truly head spinning- what happened in the last 6 weeks?
Is this just out of control copy cats? Were a lot of these "planned before" what I mean did it just turn out to be like a bunch in a row planned - is it just like now is the time to terrosize the WORLD?
what is going on??