Uh. No I don't. Where do you get that from? I believe some of it because it connects back to evidence but other bits of it I discard wholeheartedly. There's no way in hell the actual murder of Shannan went down the way he says....nope. He contradicts himself a few times and it doesn't align with evidence. None of that BS he described happening in the bed rings true at all. But what he described with the kids does - it actually makes him more evil/impacts his narc mask intensely so he would have been more likely to soften that if he could - dying in their sleep in their beds not knowing what was happening etc would have been a better story for a narc to make up than awake with a dead body driving down the highway at the crack of dawn....etc.
First, you have to realize that he was setting it up, in the "confession" to play the blame game (again), blaming Shanann(taking his children), Bella(walked in on him), and NK(falling in love with her led to the tragedy). Second, as I've said before; his mind and thinking processes are NOT normal and are different from most of us, what he sees as evil is probably different from what we see as evil. I would also think that his comments about "not knowing what he was doing" and an "evil influence controlling him" may be groundwork for a hoped for appeal! In others words; "he didn't intend to kill them and it didn't happen until the last moment"! Since you brought up a "narc", you should know that once something/someone becomes an annoyance or unimportant to a "narc", they discard or eliminate it. IMHO, by Sunday afternoon CW was in full mode moving toward his perfect life with NK, and Shanann, Nico, Cece, and Bella were nothing more than an impediment, to be removed, as quickly as possible. And being murdered as they lay in bed, awake or asleep, is
NOT dying in their sleep, it's murder and it's violent! The murder of one probably awakened the other, most likely Bella who then fought for her life. Finally, the autopsy stated that there were
NO fibers in the girl's lungs and D.A. Roark stated that CW killed his daughters by holding his hand over their nose and mouth; so that shoots down CW's "smothered with a blanket" claim! He put his daughters to bed and then murdered them, because he was done with them. He then waited for Shanann to come home, not knowing she would be delayed.
IMHO; CW said "you'll never see your children again", not Shanann. He used the real words, but changed the attribution in order to, once again, blame Shanann!
IMHO; CW did see the girls lying together in the back of the truck, but it was their lifeless bodies. In his diseased mind, two little girls huddled in confusion and abject fear is not as bad as two lifeless bodies! So he manipulated the truth.
IMHO; CW has taken some truths, manipulated them and mixed them with lies to create a picture which, in his mind, looks better and gives him hope that he can have his punishment mitigated in some way. It has certainly kept the media interested and fueled his sick, delusional supporters!
