AstroKitty
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Dear Relisha,
Hi hon! I've not forgotten about you and that pretty smile. I see a lot of lil' Relisha's running around, summer time with the fire hydrants open and it's your time to play. You aren't there this summer and that hurts.
While I don't know you, or really what your future would have held - I know the likely outcome. The child that gets winter coats donated but never in her size. The mother too busy smoking up her TANF and those men she brings around ... always eyeing you like you're special in the way a grown woman should be to them. I meet adult versions of you daily, the girls that think they are on their way out - but sadly closer to disappearing in another way.
Relisha, what your mom or grannie did doesn't reflect upon you. You are special, someone different and you wanted out - not in .. not in for the long haul of system living. You're a child though and everything seems so out of reach. you were taught to ask for help, and you did. You were taught to look for the way out - you did. Sadly your mother wanted her paycheck but that doesn't mean she doesn't love you, it just means she doesn't know how to love properly or priorities. After all, I'm sure she says "I turned out just fine!". It's a system within a system ... a cycle.
Until you are found, I will canvas SWOP in DC and everywhere else for that crooked smile. I don't want to see you out there getting pb&j sandwiches from me or packets, but I rather that then thinking the alternative.
All my best,
L
Hi hon! I've not forgotten about you and that pretty smile. I see a lot of lil' Relisha's running around, summer time with the fire hydrants open and it's your time to play. You aren't there this summer and that hurts.
While I don't know you, or really what your future would have held - I know the likely outcome. The child that gets winter coats donated but never in her size. The mother too busy smoking up her TANF and those men she brings around ... always eyeing you like you're special in the way a grown woman should be to them. I meet adult versions of you daily, the girls that think they are on their way out - but sadly closer to disappearing in another way.
Relisha, what your mom or grannie did doesn't reflect upon you. You are special, someone different and you wanted out - not in .. not in for the long haul of system living. You're a child though and everything seems so out of reach. you were taught to ask for help, and you did. You were taught to look for the way out - you did. Sadly your mother wanted her paycheck but that doesn't mean she doesn't love you, it just means she doesn't know how to love properly or priorities. After all, I'm sure she says "I turned out just fine!". It's a system within a system ... a cycle.
Until you are found, I will canvas SWOP in DC and everywhere else for that crooked smile. I don't want to see you out there getting pb&j sandwiches from me or packets, but I rather that then thinking the alternative.
All my best,
L