I appreciate your thoughtful reply. I also imagine his family was hopeful when he went away. There must have been plenty of issues. IMOIt is indeed a puzzlement. After reading what I believe are all of his TAT posts, I see a bright young man who is facing a profound illness/disability and trying to find an answer.
He tries rigid discipline (army interests), special diets (more than one), and sees specialists and is prescribed a medicine that makes him "crazy," he says (he mentions that he has violent urges during that phase). He worries that he'll never have a normal life and can't understand why this illness is happening to him.
So, from my POV, he lost functioning. He couldn't really finish HS, he goes to adult ed/technical school. Gains some functioning at some point. Goes to an online university, is optimistic that he'll be part of society. He worries, in the TAT, that he will be denied a "normal life."
And yes, according to what we have available on the media thread here, he's also doing heroin.
Look up DeSales's admission rates and completion rates. This is not a selective program. That is not to say it's bad. I'm sure he learned a lot. But it's not the same as, say, getting a job as a uniformed police officer and *then* doing criminal justice. Most people in CJ programs have work experience of some kind, IME.
His whole trajectory is peculiar, bumpy and fraught with concerning circumstances. I believe his family desperately wanted to believe he was "okay" and could be launched. I believe they all knew he was "different" and were encouraging him on these various pathways. They must have been so hopeful when he went out to WSU.
I believe that he knew he had major social/psychological/neurological deficits, but finally gained hope that he'd succeed anyway. Something broke and this all went pear-shaped. I don't think there was a good way to predict it, either.
You are clearly right; something, then everything, broke, unraveling into a million fragmented conniving competing conflicting pieces that he tried to string together, in isolation, in a swirling void, it seems. JMO
Maybe he was encouraged to be strong, a man, not a bullied victim. Maybe the murders are his deranged response. I’m not convinced he cares about living. I still wonder if he chose the house of victims simply because they were happy. It will be nice to find out if he monitored the food truck live feed and calculated opportunity that night.
The contradictions are confounding.
Somehow I think his deranged homicidal impulses or obsession comes from a much more deep seated resentment and revenge- payback- going back to childhood and early adolescence.
Also, excuse me, but I’ve seen here repeated references to his not graduating High School but have not seen it mentioned in MSM or commented on by his old classmates. We’ve all seen his gaunt Senior photo.
Did he not graduate with his Class? Also,to be fair, pretty much everyone studied online from 2020-2022.
I guess he got student loans? I saw that the tuition for his DeSales Masters program was $24,000.
Do we know what he would pay at WSU?