Pardon me in advance, as my heart is heavy and my soul is on fire over this.
I had the opportunity to do some volunteer work with less fortunate families, Lauren Deis was one of the people we really befriended. This is without question the hardest story I've had to deal with on here.
Lauren Deis was a beautiful person. She was a bit misguided (as you can see by her Facebook page, some of the stuff on it), and really never had much of a parental influence in her life... Not after her dad died. Yet, she was such a kind natured girl, and for 13-14 knew a lot about the world, and had some maturity to her. She would do anything though to the people who helped her. My 8 year old daughter absolutely LOVED Lauren and the feeling was mutual. She carries the Hannah Montana backpack Lauren got her for Christmas with her every day, and one of the items Lauren had when she was discovered was something my daughter got at the same time. I spoke with her last about three weeks ago, when my daughter went on summer vacation to my mothers, we were going to have her over for a little welcome home party when my daughter gets back. My daughter was looking so much forward to it. Now, I have the responsibility of telling her it's not.. Yet, I just don't know how to tell her that this happened, that she's never going to see her friend again.. And why. It truly breaks my heart... and PISSES me off at the same time.
Lauren's story was tragic from the start.. Between bouncing from foster home to foster home, complete instability in her home life.. Just to put it mildly, this poor kid didn't have an easy day in her life.
The way her life was brought to an end... I can barely stomach the spirit to even TALK about it. Thinking this animal, who has a rap sheet a mile long, was free to do these acts to Lauren are sad enough. His story how things went down is so full of ****, it's unreal to believe that the Pittsburgh Tribune actually PUBLISHED his account. Obviously I wasn't there to know for 100 percent fact what went down that fateful day, but the Lauren I remember wouldn't have done the sick **** this cretin says she did.
The way he brutalized her makes me beyond sick to my stomach. And it deep down makes me wish amongst wishes I could take my own form of vigilante justice, to make sure he NEVER gets the chance to hurt another person again. He's already broke the hearts of so many. Yet, I know in reality, I have to be the adult... And let "justice" take it's course. My vigilante justice is praying to God Almighty every day that this pile of manure never has the opportunity to harm another person again.
Honestly, when is this **** going to stop??? Don't give this guy more jail time, don't give him the humane needle.. Strap his *advertiser censored* to the chair, give him 10,000 volts and get the off the streets for good.
I'm so sick of seeing innocent people raped and murdered because the justice system lets these animals have a "fair chance" at life. Sorry, you surrendered your rights to a fair chance when you committed the act. And for this act, to me you're no more better than the pile of dog crap I scrape off my shoe every day. You have no regard for life, your actions speak for themselves. Frankly, with that said, why should we have ANY regards for yours?
Lauren, may justice be swift, and harsh as it can be to this animal. May he never see the light of day again to harm another innocent spirit.
I refuse to mention the slimeball's name because it makes me vomit to even try, and two he doesn't deserve any kind of recognition. He deserves nothing more than 10,000 volts to the brain. To hell with the needle, it's humane and easy, which was FAR more than he gave you at the end.
Noone say anything to me about humanity. I don't want to hear it. This animal stole an innocent soul from the world.. You wanna talk humanity?? Ask Lauren Deis how fair "humanity" should be.
Lauren, we WILL keep your name alive. As God as my witness, I will not rest until the day this *advertiser censored* faces the justice he needs to get.
I love you. We all love you.. We will miss you so damn much.. We already do. I'm sorry baby.. I wish there was some way we could have saved you from this horror.
I need to leave now, and go cry more tears of shame in humanity, anger and heartbreak........ You didn't deserve this Lauren. You didn't ****ing deserve this.
I'm sorry everyone.`