You would have to drug me if I were CA & GA... with all of this going on in my life! OMG! Put me in a mental institution! As for Casey- if that were me, and I believed my child was alive... and I could not find him/her, I think I would be NUMB! That's the lack of emotion, I believe she is sharing... what else is she to show to the media? Her Lawyer has told her NOT to talk to the media. She has shown emotion... alot of emotion at the first bond hearing, for instance. That was not fake. I have to say that even after everything i have heard, I dont believe that Casey is a bad person. Something is definitely wrong, and her lawyers says "she has a compelling reason," but what NONE of us know because we do not have all the facts. LE "feeds" us information by leaks when they feel the need to pressure Casey, but yet after everything, she is insits that she doesnt know where Caylee is. Perhaps she is out of the Country. I would say that Pueto Rico is not a long shot! I would hope that LE would be looking there. Yet OCSO says in their public statements that they would release only public record and basically leave the rest for their case.
All that being said, and probably a lot more... I hope and pray Caylee is alive! I keep thinking that I really dont believe this ZGs (the one that was interviewed , and was shaded to keep her face secret), body language just seemed like she was not telling the truth. Maybe it's not the right ZG, or maybe that is not even the Nanny's real name... but Casey told her friends about Zani for quite awhile... She has two girls, right, so I wonder about her "sister" Samantha. I could see someone befriending someone to babysit for awhile and gain the mom's trust, then taking the child... but for her sister, and not for herself??? Perhaps she couldnt have kids. Maybe it still isnt the right ZG, or the right name, but perhaps the senario is closer.
I also think there may have been some illegal drugs going on and since she had only been with this new crowd for a year or so, she may have been caught up in a Meth lab or it was used as an inhalant on its own... I'm not sure if she was doing it or not.. but this is what I am thinking the Cloroform was used for. When's the last time you recalled Chloroform? Why not Benadryl or Nyquil if it was to put your baby to sleep for awhile to party... but Chloroform... come on... highly unlikely. I was not a perfect mother at the age of 21, but you have that child, and your life changes.. you are just in love! I'm not sure, but when I did research on Chloroform, it reminded me of when my HS friends (18 years ago) were getting Nitrous Oxide (Whippets) to get high. It was a small, low key party, but they had a good time. (I really didnt ever try it) but the boys I hung with did... It did spin out of control. One night when a bunch of us were hanging out, the boys went ahead of me and about 3 other girls. We had no idea where they went. Later, to find out, they had broken into the Middle School in our town and stole computers, and vandalized the place. My point is, that a lifestye as such, can spin out of control. One of those boy, 4-6 months later was found dead by his mother in their basement. He used a shot gun. So sad!
On the other hand, Chloroform could have been used to clean something up (GA being X-PD) would know what to do... I just would hope if that were the case, it wasnt for Caylee.
I still hold out hope that Caylee is alive. Until I have concrete evidence, and see the documents with the Forensic Analysis, I will remain hopeful! Seems at this point, TES would have found her. Not sure,but Gale St John hasnt found her, and it has been more than a week since Kimmi Rose Zaph (psychic in Detroit) mentioned she knew who took her and where she was. All the psychics say they feel death, and feel it was an accident. I have an open mind, but if any of them are within reach, I would think she would have been found by now. If you think about it, I think that a 22 year old, even with help, would not be able to hide her own daughter that well!
If they do in fact find Caylee, not alive... I, like all, will be heartbroken! I hang onto the doubts that I have....
Prayers for Caylee!! She has become a baby of WS now! I wish I could go to FL to search... but I dont want to be searching in the woods. I would rather go to Texas, Georgia, or Pueto Rico! It's just impossible for me at this point....
