12:21pm
Brehmer said "in the course of the struggle", he was beeping the horn to get people to help. He could see, underneath of the door of his Citroen, a man was weeding in his garden and he was trying to get his attention. The house was across the road from the pub.
12:23pm
"(Mrs Parry) was partially out of the car, he head was on the parking surface, in my mind's eye, she was looking to the back of the car, but I appreciate there are other statements that say the opposite but I cannot be certain.
"I didn't check on her, I didn't try to help her, I didn't know she needed help. I didn't look, I just saw."
12:24pm
"I walked away thinking that any minute now if I looked back, she would be sat up in the driver's seat looking ***** off. I walked across the car park, I didn't run, it was like walking on Lego, the stones under my feet.
"I saw the Bartlett family and saw the children so I sat down because I knew they'd be scared and I just said 'please help me'."
12:25pm
"I don't remember much of what happened then, the whole thing is just such a mess."
12:27pm
"I did make the comments (to the ambulance crew and the Bartlett family). But it's like someone opened a trap door and you're just free-falling.
"I wanted help to get her out the car so I could leave as quickly as possible. In hindsight, nobody would ever let you leave with blood on your arm and clearly something has gone on."
12:29pm
"There's no definitive moment where the lightbulb goes on and you suddenly realise it's all gone horribly wrong. But she wasn't sitting up in the car and Mrs Bartlett was saying 'I think she's gone' or something like that to the ambulance crew."
Brehmer said he doesn't remember asking if Mrs Parry was dead or that he was going to prison.
12:30pm
"I don't remember specifically what I said (that Mrs Parry stabbed me). From the bodycam footage I clearly did, I think in my mind's eye I was saying 'she made me stab me', I don't know, everything is just in free fall."
12:32pm
"I understand that whenever anything happens and the police are called, there is a positive action. I know there is a process of things that have to happen, I knew what was going to happen," Brehmer on why he asked if he was going to be arrested.
12:34pm
Brehmer said he hasn't spoken to his wife since the day the incident happened.
12:34pm
At Weymouth Custody on May 9, Brehmer said he didn't sleep.
12:36pm
Brehmer told medical staff at Salisbury Hospital he stabbed himself on May 10.
He said: "That's the truth. I was embarrassed, over time that goes and you bear all I suppose."
12:39pm
Brehmer confirmed he was telling the truth in both his police interviews on May 10 and May 11.
12:42pm
The defendant said he didn't speak to any prisoners at Exeter Prison about why he was there.
He asked "to be invisible" and the first few weeks he was there he didn't come out his cell.
12:43pm
"Over a few weeks, I guess you learn to adapt to a degree. You are actively encouraged to talk to the prison staff. They would come and chat with you and see how you're doing."
12:44pm
He said he wanted to talk to prison officers because there was nobody to talk to.
12:45pm
Brehmer said he was "very surprised" when Mr Stentiford's statement came through.
"I spoke to a number of prison officers by them asking, I wasn't going around telling them I was a police officer and a murderer."
12:47pm
"I begged any of the officers to say 'anything I can do to be helpful' to take my mind off what was going round and round in my brain.
"The currency in prison is time out your cell and its invaluable."
12:47pm
He said he remembered having a conversation with Mr Stentiford while he was painting the shadow board.
12:49pm
"I had a conversation with him. About a week before I spoke to Mr Wilson (the solicitor), that had put me in a state of turmoil if you will, so I spoke to Mr Stentiford in very broad terms why I was in prison.
"It was a whispered conversation, I was so conscious of not divulging my identity."
Brehmer pleaded guilty to manslaughter on July 8, he said he made that decision before his conversation with Mr Stentiford on July 3.
12:51pm
"Where he has got that she was trying to get out the car and I was grabbing her trousers, that is a load of old shoelaces. I didn't demonstrate anything, I was in a tiny broom cupboard."
12:52pm
He said he didn't know why Mr Stentiford wrote Brehmer was trying to keep Mrs Parry in the car.
12:52pm
"According to the charge sheet I'm a murderer and that's why I'm here today. I didn't intend to hurt her in anyway shape or form."
Ms Martin has now finished asking Brehmer questions.
12:52pm
Mr Smith, prosecuting, will now cross-examine Brehmer.
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