Blondiexoxo
Studying Forensic Psychology BSc hons
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What I find strange is that LL never seemed to question what was causing all the collapses and deaths. We haven’t seen any texts from her after the death of a child asking colleagues why this keeps happening, questioning whether it’s something she’s doing? Questioning her competence as a nurse because of how many devestating incidents have happened on her shift. Even the most innocent person would surely second guess themselves and try to get to the bottom of it?
LL is trying to come across as a competent, intelligent nurse who does everything by the book. The fact that she didn’t seem to question these events or ask colleagues if they thought it was something she’d missed or a mistake she’d made etc.. it just doesn’t gel with the image she’s trying to portray on the stand IMO. She’s saying other colleagues weren’t experienced or qualified enough to deal with certain babies, yet she was in her eyes better qualified than many of the other nurses, but in almost every single case a collapse seems to have happened to babies she was either caring for, had just provided care to, or was involved in the care of. Yet LL doesn’t seem to have twigged that the care she provided could be in any way a factor in a collapse.
I find it really unusual because from what we’ve heard of LL she was very work oriented, was thinking about the babies when she wasn’t on shift, was texting colleagues about work when they weren’t at work. She seemed borderline obsessed with the NNU… It doesn’t make sense that someone who seemed to be such a critical thinker as LL wasn’t desperately trying to work out what had caused these collapses, all of which she’d witnessed at some point either during resuscitation efforts or raising the alarm.
She wasn’t profoundly affected to the point she needed time off work, she wasn’t asking colleagues for their thoughts except for when she was offering explanations such as ‘overwhelming sepsis’ ‘extreme prematurity’.. at no point did she add up and realise the vast amount of incidents there had been, each one occurring while she was on shift. It just seemed to be business as usual for LL right up until she was removed from the unit IMO
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LL is trying to come across as a competent, intelligent nurse who does everything by the book. The fact that she didn’t seem to question these events or ask colleagues if they thought it was something she’d missed or a mistake she’d made etc.. it just doesn’t gel with the image she’s trying to portray on the stand IMO. She’s saying other colleagues weren’t experienced or qualified enough to deal with certain babies, yet she was in her eyes better qualified than many of the other nurses, but in almost every single case a collapse seems to have happened to babies she was either caring for, had just provided care to, or was involved in the care of. Yet LL doesn’t seem to have twigged that the care she provided could be in any way a factor in a collapse.
I find it really unusual because from what we’ve heard of LL she was very work oriented, was thinking about the babies when she wasn’t on shift, was texting colleagues about work when they weren’t at work. She seemed borderline obsessed with the NNU… It doesn’t make sense that someone who seemed to be such a critical thinker as LL wasn’t desperately trying to work out what had caused these collapses, all of which she’d witnessed at some point either during resuscitation efforts or raising the alarm.
She wasn’t profoundly affected to the point she needed time off work, she wasn’t asking colleagues for their thoughts except for when she was offering explanations such as ‘overwhelming sepsis’ ‘extreme prematurity’.. at no point did she add up and realise the vast amount of incidents there had been, each one occurring while she was on shift. It just seemed to be business as usual for LL right up until she was removed from the unit IMO
All MOO