I have written and erased my reply five times so far because I can't seem to keep to just one thing. :crazy: Then I decided the one thing IS the combination, because any one on its own would not probably have sucked me in like this has.
One is that I know someone who had a lot of KC's behaviors. For a long time she had a fake job she went off to every day. She had lots of "friends" that she mooched off of, using their cars, gasoline, money, phones, etc. These friends, as they would inevitably realize how she was taking advantage of them, would drift away, leaving her with lots of people who knew her name but had no idea of who she was. And her parents walked on eggshells around her so she wouldn't freak out. Because when you ticked her off, she did just what KC did: disappeared. Luckily there were no kids involved and she grew up to be a responsible adult. But this dynamic is like watching what could have happened. Sort of a nightmare version of "It's a Wonderful Life".
Second is an interest in how crimes are solved. As a passionate Forensic Files/FBI Files/now Investigation Discovery Channel watcher, I have had friends say, "How can you watch this stuff? It gives me the creeps!"
But it never scares me, because it seems to me that the better LE/FBI gets at catching perps, the harder it will be to get away with stuff and the safer world we will have. Maybe overly optimistic, but it gives me a great feeling of confidence reading those reports from ORNL about the air samples from the trunk. Criminals 10 years ago might not have had their crime detected and their victim identified by a smell and a hair, but today it is possible, and happening. I love this aspect.
Third is the puzzle aspect. The pieces of the story move, change shape, rotate and shift. And because we are getting so MUCH information, it requires a lot of brain power to try to draw connections between the parts. Sometimes it takes a lot of brain power just to read the posts.
There is a logic puzzle here, one that the rules keep changing. I don't think I would have the emotional stamina to be a real detective, but I am very interested in the process of putting the pieces together.
Fourth, it's that other people are talking about it. There have been a few cases that I have been intrigued about that few people wanted to talk about, and the threads died. It's a lot more interesting sleuthing when you have people to talk to and get their views. :blowkiss:
Finally, I have a little girl who could be Caylee's big sister. I wish I could have saved Caylee. She could have had the best Christmas ever and that breaks my heart.
I follow this case because it makes me appreciate what I have. My prayers are for George tonight, and all the people Caylee loved.