I think BL’s initial plan was to run but he soon realised it would never work! There are just way too many people dying from DV. A moments loss of temper and losing control of your emotions leads to such devastating ends for so many. Moo
He came home and appears to have tried to carry on with his life, albeit for a short period of time. I wonder if he ever genuinely believed he might get away with it? Would love to understand what was going through his mind. I’d like to think the journal will help there but already know I’ll probably just process anything we’re told about that with scepticism anyway.