To me, it sounds as if he wished he could explain why William had become a foster child.
How WT became a foster child has nothing to do with the disappearance of WT. Bios have been cleared. They didn't have Nanna's address, let alone the foster's. Bios have alibis. They were not the last to see WT alive. Etc.
Chris Smith's 2015 interview with William Tyrrell's foster parents, 2GB [radio], 18 September 2015, thanks to the
@richieswan YouTube archive
Note: @17:23
“And if—WHEN—William is found …”
Anyway, her recounting of events in HER own words:
“[Mum and I] pulled open every wardrobe, cupboard … I must have gone around that house ten times … We went inside and outside that house … how many times … I went down the road [whilst Mum stayed at home] and saw one of the neighbours [who had a play area at her home that I thought WT may have been attracted to] … searching the estate … then there was the other neighbour to help… we were all searching … Then I thought, “he’s not here.” Then, I raced back home … [husband was home; asked him about WT] … [MFC raced around estate] … I went down with one of the neighbours … to the bus stop and back … all through the houses … and that’s when I made the [000] call.”
So, at least instance #5 of omitting the riding school (000 call, NSW sit-down interview in April 2015, 60 Minutes interview, Lia Harris'
Little Boy Lost).
Smith doesn’t ask about the riding school, the difficulty in understanding/accepting the twin cars (the counterintuitive parking, the peculiar timing to foster arrival), etc. How many mouthpieces do the fosters have? 60 Minutes, Lia Harris, Chris Smith, Gary Jubelin …
How many did BM have? Melissa Doyle? Four years after the disappearance?
MOO:
If POI FFC is responsible for WT’s disappearance, the psychology is fascinating. She would have to see herself as “above” having anything to do with a child’s death, because she is “responsible” and a “good” mother. She would have to believe that no one is in a position to question her.
If FFC is responsible for WT’s disappearance, what she has done is created an imaginary villain for the public to rally against
with her. When I write “imaginary villain,” I can’t help but think of the twin cars which don’t pass any test of credulity (JMO) and were supported by the 60 Minutes artist rendering essentially placing them at the scene of the crime(s) and furthering the "paedophile ring" narrative.
If FFC is responsible for WT’s disappearance, the further along the investigation got before Jubelin’s exit, the more emboldened she must have felt.
If I’m not mistaken, all of those aforementioned interviews we saw/heard (NSW Police, 60 Minutes, Little Boy Lost, this Chris Smith interview) came
after Jubelin took over the investigation. If I’m not mistaken, Jubelin ruled out the fosters early on and didn’t actually do the separate interrogation until 18 months after someone in the department wanted him to "check out a couple of things." That would have been March 2016-ish (or later in the year if it was 18 months from Jubelin taking over). I’d appreciate any corrections here. Much obliged. Thank you.