It was one year ago today (a thursday) though it was the 21st...when word came to me about a missing 4 year old boy. I followed the news all day hoping he just wandered off into the woods and got lost, but would be found safe. By friday afternoon still no sign, so I raced over to Mt. P after work to help search....nothing. Went back on Saturday, and again no luck. Again on Sunday thinking today will be the day we find him! Still nothing. My heart grew so fond of this little cutie I had never met before, where could he be? When would we find him safe? We all know how it ended, but I have never loved someone I have never met as much as I do Carnel, not sure what it is/was, but he really touched me like I can't really even describe. I love you Carnel, I miss your presence here and I hope (Carnel's hope) that you are happy and know how much you are loved! God please comfort those who truly loved Carnel tomorrow as it will surely be a very hard day.