My explanation of this is very dear to my heart..
I am a mother of 4 boys, the oldest being 15. Growing up myself, I was the good child, never snuck out, never did drugs, I drank twice and found out at 16 that alcohol did nothing for me but make me giggle for 2 minutes and then knock me out quicker than any pain pill on the market..lol, because of that I hung out with a crowd who was not into partying, not into anything illegal, and I believe that I have been blinded my entire life about what really goes on out there..
Well, until, my 17 almost 18 year old neice started telling me things that were going on in high school....OMG, I thought I would never get over those things..
Cases like this keep me aware of what I could be faced with my own children. Especially what goes on around the party scene..I think the more aware I am of todays teenagers and youth, the better of a parent I can try to be. Not only that but my children have friends, and their parents may be just a clueless as I , and I feel that knowledge could also help someone else.
I am drawn to Casey as well, I don't understand what could have happened to cause whatever went wrong. I did see love in her for Caylee, and just can't figure out what happened..I understand she had problems with her mother, yet can't bring to my heart to believe that her relationship with her mother caused the harm to Caylee. As a mother myself, I would have severed the ties with my mother and don't understand why Casey would have been calling her or anything else. I would love to know how she is composing herself right now..I don't understand it, but because I have children who I am sure will have kids one day, Casey could teach me alot of warning signs that I think could be imperative to raising my children..
You can say that I am using this as a learning experience to a degree with my own children, not that I think anything would ever happen like this, but who is to know? I do know that parents can do their very best, yet still things go wrong..what if that happens and those parents never knew the warning signs?
Caylee has now become a part of my every day life. I can't work, I can't sleep, and I cannot concentrate much..I watch and read all the time. As bad as I want to see those murder charges on Casey, I know right now the only thing that will ease my mind and allow me to take my own life back is this child being found and laid to rest..