read over more Sam Kraemer Twitter from February 19.
He says that KK said that PF said "You do not know how hard it was to go to Thanksgiving dinner after killing her." I can never understand PF, so help me: why was it hard for him to go to dinner? Did he want to talk about what he had done? Did he actually feel some remorse or shame? Was he so focused on his next steps that he could not chit chat about the weather or cattle? He willfully did this act, so....
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Purely speculation, of course, but I think there are a couple of reasons PF said what he did to KK there.
First, thinking in purely literal terms, because I feel certain that is how PF himself thinks, he did have a number of housekeeping items after having beaten KB to death with the baseball bat that he likely found hard to complete before he could head off to tuck into his turkey and dressing with Ma F. and the rest of the clan.
There was the problem of the clean-up at the townhome. This was hard.
PF tried his very best, as we know, via the Wet Wipes method. Once he ran out of Wet Wipes, he was forced to summon his trusty side piece, KK, to saddle up and head over pronto to finish the cleaning job.
Then, as MassGuy has discussed in prior posts, PF was faced with the difficulty of bathing and cleaning himself up sans the assistance of his mommy. It was probably all PF could do to figure out how to turn on the shower.
What with the Wet Wipes fiasco and the likely shower conundrum, it was likely very literally hard for PF to go to Thanksgiving dinner after killing KB. So there's that.
In all seriousness, however, I think the real reason he made the statement, "You do not know how hard it was to go to Thanksgiving dinner after killing her," to KK is the following:
He thought saying this would make him sound almost human, instead of like a complete monster.
Fail.
JMO.