I'm still figuring out how to post here so apologies in advance. @MassGuy, wow, I'm so glad you are on this forum because your on-point logic and knowledge is so helpful regarding how to make sense of this how-can-you-possibly-make-sense-of-this person named CW...along with @gitana1 @PommyMommy and many others. I'm also so grateful for @Colorado303 ...thank you for sharing your heart, your vulnerability through this unfathomable personal tragedy with your friend Shannan. You are a true champion of Shannan, Bella, CeCe and Nico, as well as the Ruzack family. I love and resonate with your earlier post about moving on, taking what I've learned from this, letting CW and all his unfathomable sick pathology go slide under a rock that I don't want to overturn anymore (I'm a Social Psych major so it's hard), and instead, go live life fully, do what I know how to do best, with the biggest heart full of love, and #ShineLikeShannan. Thank you again for sharing your hearts here. So grateful.