I suppose in an abstract sense, you are correct in your implication of my not knowing what I would do in a similar situation. However, as surely as I know the sun will come up tomorrow morning, there are certain things that I do know I could never do.
I KNOW I could never sell pictures of a part of my soul for anything as meaningless as money.
I KNOW that, on the very night her remains were found, I would never be able to take a limo ride for a freebie crab puff meal instead of rushing to see, for myself, if my worst fears were indeed true.
I KNOW I would never be able to allow her precious remains to lie in a cardboard box at a funeral home for months, for ANY reason.
I KNOW I would never allow any person on the planet earth to desecrate her memory by SAWING her skull into pieces.
I KNOW I would never be able to tell multiple lies on a witness stand in favor of the person accused of her murder, even if that person were my own flesh and blood.
While I may not know what I would do, rest assured, these things I know I could NEVER do.