I would almost wager he was sobbing when he did it. Not raging. (I need to go back to that vid when he mentioned it to his dad and when I do, I can better describe my thoughts on the whole rage topic) Not crying because of the what he was doing but sobbing because he's what I call a punk. He probably had his mom, dad and NKs voices in his head while committing those horrible acts.
JMOO, I believe he was likely emotional, crying, those snippets of truth weaved into his lies about an 'emotional conversation.' I believe he was crying, crying when he smothered the girls, one by one, then silently weeping while he waited for SW to fall asleep and quietly strangle her.
I believe he sat there for a minute in the eerily quiet house, sobbing before getting into the disposal of the bodies mode..
Rage is at himself for doing this...for reasons only he know, the freedom, the financial aspect of more kids, he just wanted out...
So. Many. Other. Ways. OUT!
NEVER THIS!!!
The neighbor with that remote not buying a single.word of CW who was pacing a bit and sweating...
The cops knew the second they got there when the friend called that all was not right in that immaculate house when the friend was saying those buzz words; pregnant, separated, not herself, upset all weekend, her shoes and car are here....that officer 'knew.'
CW could not have been more busted...and let it be a lesson to ANY ONE out there, DO NOT DO THIS, JUST LEAVE, for everyone's sake, JUST LEAVE!
My BIL is a deadbeat dad TWICE over, as in he left two ex-wives with 1 child each per ex-wife..sure my IL's are APPALLED by him, sure, he doesn't pay child support, and no doesn't see the kids (one he sees once a year, the other he hasn't seen in 7 years, the kid is now 10), my BIL up and LEFT TWO women/children..sure he is always being sued etc., but he's FREE...
JUST. LEAVE!!!!