This youtube shows the lyics while the song is playing
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xCe9GH8c0wQ
I wonder what was going through her mind when she listened to this over and over? Was it a break up song? Was she thinking of Tony? Was she thinking of Caylee?
I know when I listen to the same song over and over it because of the feeling I get when I listen to some music. Especially when the words resonate and have meaning.
I think she was thinking of Caylee:
Sevendust The Past Lyrics:
Beneath the water
that's falling from my eyes
lays a soul I've left behind
(CAYLEE)
the edge of sorrow was
reached
(KILLING HER) but now I'm fine
I've filled the hole I had inside
(WITH TONE)
I pray it
(CAYLEE) doesn't scream my name
so I light a flame
( LOVE FOR TONE ) and let it breathe
the air that kills the shame
(SHE FEELS FOR KILLING CAYLEE)
I'm up
I'm down
like a rollercoaster
racing through my life
(BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T KNOW IF SHE DID RIGHT THING)
I've erased the past again
(MUST HAVE DONE BEFORE, MAYBE ABORTION)
a risky morning
I feel like I'm alive
I can't believe I've made
it through this time
(THINKS SHE GOT AWAY OR WILL GET AWAY WITH IT)the edge of sorrow
I lived in for some time
has left the hole I have inside
The burnin edge that drowned my hate
was the last thing I ever felt
or thought I could escape
(CINDY)
I'm up
I'm down
like a rollercoaster
racing through my life
I've erased the past again [x2]
You led me here then broke me down
the difference is this time around
I will not let you see me drown
(CINDY)
I'm up
I'm down
like a rollercoaster
racing through my life
I've erased the past again [x2]
Erased the past again now
Erased the past again
Beneath the water
that's falling from my eyes